dwarf hamster from tasteless water

2009-01-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

no1 can deny how important frens are...

they cheer u up when u are sad..
they occupy u when u feel bored..
they help u buy stuff that u need..
they are ur bodyguards..
they drive u around when ur parents dun allow u to drive and there's no car for u to drive illegally..
they wake up early and bring u to the swimming pool to teach u how to swim..
they are with u when u need driving practice..
they protect u when u got beaten, mocked..
they accompany u to do sth nt allowed by ur parents..:P:P..
they eat ur leftover food..

they are frens that last 4eva...
they are nt the seasonal frens..
they are frens with strong brotherhood spirit..
:D:D:D:D

2009-01-10T11:44:00.004+08:00

as a part-time staff nw, i only work 2 days a week..
and the good thing is i have plenty of time for myself..
i am nw a nocturnal creature, getting mroe and more like hamster..
slept watching movie and reading ebook..
only to find myself waking up in noon and continue watching and reading..
so far, reading has been quite fruitful...
i've read tuesdays with morrie, five people u meet in heaven and twilight...
and they are awesomely fabulous...
highly recommended by yf to read k..

and nw as i am reading all the old posts in my blog...
i realise how naive and childish i was 2 years ago....
clearly reflected on archives for july 2007, august 2007 , sept 2007 and nov 2007..
when i first coloured my virgin hair..
how determined i was in losing weight that i actually established a weight loss program..
just like what a 5-year old kid will do in those English family-based movies...
and about a 'family' in perth..hehe...

haha.it's funny looking back at ur old self and laugh cheerily at those stupid, innocent things that u did in the past...
and also the awful, silly hairstyles that u had before even though back then u thought that u look like a princess with all ur front hair tied up leaving 2 strands of cockroach-feelers-like hair...

haha.....life is awesome, isn it..:D:D

2009-01-05T22:35:00.004+08:00

i am going back home in 2 weeks time..
but instead of feeling excited, i am feelingless at the moment..
what an irony !!
i was homesick a month ago complaining heaps and heaps and now i am feeling nervous..
i cant comprehend myself..
i have fear of going back and seeing my family and frens..
i am afraid that i've nothing in common with my frens and cant click with them..
i dun wanna be quiet and speechless..

this isn new to me..
i had the same feeling last yr..
i messaged a Perth fren on my 1st outing back home feeling bored...
few days later, evrything went well..
i was doing great..
i enjoyed myself to the fullest..
i was out of home most of the time..
and i cried my eyes out on the bus to Singapore coz
i was reluctant to go back to Perthy Perth...

and now, i am afraid of going back to M'sia...
Well, grass is always greener on the ohter side of the world..
humans tend to take things for granted..
or probably i am a person that despise the idea of moving to a new environment once i've settled down....

signing off for beauty sleep...

2008-12-22T09:21:00.003+08:00

after complaining pathetically for the past one month, i've finally decided not to whine anymore..:):)
dunno how long this can last though...:P:P:P
but i do think i complained lesser for the past hmmm..2 weeks...:P:P:P
to my dear frens who read this post, whack me softly if i ever complain..:):)
moving from an 8-ppled house to a much bigger house then occupied by 2 ppl isn easy for a loneliness-phobic person like me...
but anywayz, when u are in Rome, live like the Romans...
adapt urself well to whatever situation u are in..
and u will feel the joy if u 're able to adapt well..
too bad i only come to realisation lately...:):):)

thousand apologies to fishy hehe..for using u as my punching bag..sorry for shooting u on MSN..:):)
also, i am having more and more fun at work...:):)
i am getting closer to colleagues, more confident to appraoch customers and sell medications and getting more used to standing for 8 hrs...:):)
*think i am on my way to be a professionally elegant pharmacist..:):)*
and i passed all my exams---> means i am half way thru to become a pharmacist...

too bad,my manager stop giving me full time and hence, i am partially jobless now..
means ( minus the boredom bit) i will have plenty of time to reflect on soon-to-be-over year 2008..:):), stoning thinking of what to do next or even daydreaming about the coming year ; wat hairstyle i should get, what to eat in Malaysia, what to get for papa, mama, koko and frens,what to do next winter and summer...bla bla bla...
no resolutions for 2008 yet..cause resolution is deemed to fail..:):):)

and this year will be my first year celebrating christmas here...
well, not too bad...
for a person who used to celebrate christmas as parents' wedding aniversary..:):)
present-exchanging culture for christmas does exist...keke..
abit 'jakun'....

well,perseverance produces character and character produces hope..:):)
and dun look at ur current situation but look at the bright aspect ur current situation will lead u to in time to come....

signing off to get ready to the city...

2008-11-14T22:54:00.003+08:00

Seeing how a friend of mine takes care of his sis reminds me of my brother..

i miss having pillow talk with him..
i miss debating with him..
*i miss disturbing/bullying him*
*i miss digging his secret about the girl that he likes*

how i wish he is here with me,
showering me with the brotherly love like what my fren does to his lil sister..

how i wish i can turn back time to 7 yrs ago before he went to uni ..
how i wish he can stop working for a month when i go back home nx year ( i know it's impossible)..

BTW, i am God's princess...
even when the world turns its back on me, He wont..
and I can still place my trust in Him..
:):)

p/s-- and it's high time i let go of something that has been burdening me..:):):)

2008-11-08T10:46:00.002+08:00

Dear Heavenly Father,
just wanna express my gratitude to you for blessing me with this job,
for going through the interview with me,
for helping me securing this job.
and again,
into ur hands,
i commit evrything ; conflicts, exams etc..
i place my trust in u,
for u are the only one that can make my crooked path straight,
and u can make a way when there appears to be no way,
grant me wisdom and peace,
so that i can focus on my studies,
wash away all the thoughts that're troubling me now,
stay with me when i am off for my battle starting Monday,
guide me, assist me, help me,
so that i can prevail over my enemies.
in the name of Jesus Christ i pray,
Amen.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all ur ways, acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. ( Proverbs 3:5-6)

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to the God, and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, wil guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus ( Philippians 4:6-7)

I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength. ( Philippians 4:12-13)

2008-10-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

i was quite sad looking at this photo...
u guys took so many group photos without me !!!!!
i think i shld be inside the photo....SERIOUSLY...
wondering whether i'm on ur minds when this pic's taken...:P:P:P
Better say yes, ok...:P:P:P:P:P

anyway, just wanna wish mr.dulai happy birhtday...
wonder what ur level of dulai-ness will be when i see u nx year...
u better reduce ur hamsap-ness or else all girls will run away from u...
and u're seriously becoming more and more ah beng...
and ur hair is super salah can...
ah beng style doesn suit u la~~~~

enuf of condemnation..:):)
birthday boy doesn deserve to be kutuk-ed..
so wish u happy 21st brithday..
and have a great one k..
remember to put me inside that pic ok....
i dun wan to be abandoned..

2008-10-25T22:06:00.005+08:00

it's exam season AGAIN !!!
WTH....
!@#$%^&*(&&^%$#@

and it is not FUN getting married to my one whole stack of notes..
lemme reiterate...no fun k..
a marriage that is nt built on love but on responsibility...
i have no choice but to fully commit myself in this relationship..
I will have to bring him along wherever I go....
I dun want to leave him alone cause I will feel guilty...
I am forced to spend more time wif him..
I am trying hard to foster my love for him..
I am homebound cause he forbids me from going out...
He demands for my attention all the time that i feel so fed up of him...
and I fear the outcome of this relationship..
will this relationship survive ?
how long can it last?
how long can i survive being tormented by him?

i know this post doesn make sense...
can i scream???
*any1 volunteers to be my screaming partner??*

2008-09-04T22:55:00.007+08:00

i underestimated pharmacognosy...
and demmit...i flunked it...:(:(:(
i am soooo sorry, Mr.Wolfgang....
will do better nx time...:P:P:P

but , instead of feeling sad...life goes on, right???
so........
i went to watch movie....
and coz it's thursday night, it cost me $13.50 (rm40.50)...
nvm la ~~~ dun mind paying to destress myself....
and i amm soooo sick of staying at home....
my butt gets itchy pretty easily... :D:D:D

and we watched 'TAKEN'...
a thriller starring i-dunno-who....:S:S:S
it was good...full of suspense and lil bit of violence...
worth my $13.50..:D:D:D

and it has been 7 weeks since i got back from NZ...
time reli files...:(:(:(
and i seriously feel that i should treasure my remaining time here...
and nt going back 2.5 yrs later feeling regretful...:D:D:D
so, i should....
bake/shop/dress up/eat/talk/go crazy etc while i can...:D:D:D

and for the past few days, in the midst of having tests,
i occupied myself listening to Jordin Sparks esp Worth The Wait and This Is My Now....
and looking at my doink doink pics..
(actually i am nt the oni one looking doink, others too...:P:P:P:P )

walking down the memory lane...:):):)

hehe...that trophy isn't mine....( Aug 2005 )

Ballarat classmates in INTEC... ( Sept 2005 )
pls, junior-junior who are nw studying at INTEC...INTEC is the best place k...i am pretty sure u will miss INTEC once u leave INTEC...

Kem Bina Insan in Ulu Yam....( MArch 2006)
the person on my left and right are dating each other since 2 yrs ago.....:):) congrats congrats...
still kem bina insan... (march 2007)
first time camping experience for me..:):)
wif extremely dirty toiilet cum bathroom to bear ( no play- play k...the hole of the squating toilet is clogged and u can see feaces floating around )...
and i have constipation due to the unsightly toilet...

and the tent's non-waterproof and unfortunately, it rained heavily the first night...
having to sleep away the night with water dripping non-stop on ur hair's sooo torturing....

in Kem Birotatanegara (BTN) in Port Dickson ...me having long hair..:):) ( AUG 2006 )
and my instructor thought that i am of mixed parentage ( Chinese and Malay)...????!!!!???!!
wif my sepet eyes, how could i have Malay blood in me ???!!!

YIJIA...try to spot the person who's kayaking...

KEm BTN again..before leaving...
visit to Xiu's hometown...TAnjung Karang...( Nov 2006)
a small chinese fishing village full of paddy field and fish (Duh...)
firefly sightseeing was fun fun fun..:):)

Easter Carnival in Zion ...me looking doink..( Apr 2007 )

my first cell group...lawrence's cell...( Feb -Jun 2007 )

i hope u guys wont kill me...:P:P

p/s---> i wanna reiterate that 'chuck bass' is alot alot alot more leng cai than 'nate archibald'.....
the former may be flirtatious and evil and 'hak yan zan' but the fact that he has unique feature is undeniable k...

2008-09-03T18:39:00.003+08:00

i am becoming more and more like an 'aunty'...
guess what i am doing now...
i am nt studying for my test tmr..
but i am reading a baking blog !!!!!

found this great baking blog from my fren's fren's blog...
http://mybaking.blogspot.com/
keke...i am good in stalking blogs...:P:P:P

hmm..
and after reading,
i realise that i am nt alone..:P:P
i am nt the only person having trouble wif gelatin )..
pretty sure i put too much gelatin last time...
and the complaints ( well, mebbe nt complaint but feedback ..:P:P ) that i got were the top part's too stiff/rubbery/plastic-like etc and the bottom biscuit layer's too thick...
and the top part can be easily detached from the bottom part...:(:(:(:(

will try making again when i am free and when i have the mood...:):):)
wil try to put as much Tender-Loving-Care as possible..keke...
so to my housemates, make me happy when i make it...:):):)
to those who tasted my not-so-successful cake, hope u guys dun mind tasting it again..:P:P:P:P

2008-08-26T00:36:00.004+08:00

i cant believe that i have come this far...
i am doing something that i have never done before and never expected myself to do...
i have different opinions and perceptions now...
i dun mind being involved in stuff that i used to dislike....
i have grown ( perhaps more mature :P:P ) and i am still growing....

oh well, things always happen unexpectedly...
and good things only come when u least expect it ....

CAndy's birthday celebration in a Chinese Restaurant...
*i look like a lion wif my bushy, untamed hair *
and DIM SUM is never my FAVOURITE..and it will never be...

anyway, happy 23rd birhtday..:):)

2008-08-20T19:42:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday $$$$...
and sorry for not doing anything special for u..
dun emo k...:):)
and congrats for turning 21...
u're officially an adult dy.. ( i still have approximately 10 more months to enjoy.:P:P)
u can finally go to casino/club/pub etc without sneaking in or worrying about getting caught....
and it's time for u to get ______ ( *cough cough*)
anyway, once again, happy birhtday...:P:P
may all ur days be merry and bright and be filled with joy and happiness ........

on a side note
i had a impactful conva wif Yijia...:):)

yee fang : why cant evry1 be like A ? some1 who is fun to talk to and nice to hang out with...
yijia : what makes A special in this world?? it's because there're unpleasant ppl like B and C...
yee fang : that's very very true...

why can A be so special and significant to u???
because A outshines those who are insignificant and annoying...
that's what makes A truly unique and special....:):)

2008-08-11T00:20:00.006+08:00

yee fang is a happy girl...
badminton was fun..
evrything was fun today...

and yijia thinks that i am a very lucky person cause evry1 treats me so well...:P:P
thanks Moli, Jaishree and Xiu for making my NZ trip a very very memorable one....
thanks to fenny and William oso for being so encouraging and helpful...
and to candy for giving me hamtaro figurines that i lurveee very very much...
i know u searched high and low for them....muacks to u..

and after reading the book borrowed from fenny on 2 missionaries who got kidnapped by the Abu sayyaf terrorists in the Philippines, i feel so grateful wif what i have now...
i dun have financial prob to worry about...
i have clean water to drink, sufficient food to eat...
and i dun have to undergo the pain and agony of being held under captivity...( abit far-fetched)...

anyway....i just so lurve this quotation...
'What is the meaning of life?? Whatever u want it to be" James Frey...

on a random note...
Housemates outing .......

ewww....i look so chubby here....

in MATSURI..

my katsu don in a treasure box...unique... unique..

me and Yijia...comtemplating on cutting my not-so-long-not-so-short hair...:(:(

yummy ice-cream as dessert...sesame, green tea and mango...

camwhore moment..
and last but not least...

isn it cool ? :):):) ....

p/s this time i remember to use black font...:):)

frens..

2008-08-03T14:32:00.001+08:00

Add Glitter to your Photos

2008-07-27T02:42:00.002+08:00

a stranger's mouth is deemed more poisonous than a friend's mouth...
words from a stranger will impact a person more ; can change a person's mindset, behaviour and reaction towards something..

mebbe it's just me who normally takes friends' words for granted...

the leftover coffee+alcohol keeps me widely awake now...
coffee is EVIL..

2008-07-19T01:05:00.003+08:00

how will u feel when a friend that u trust alot tell u that u have changed???

i felt that i just got a big slap on my face when a friend of mine told me that i have changed...:(:(

i can no longer have frenly talk wif him...
i have lost my old killing attitude...
i cant argue wif them like last time...

and the gap between us are getting wider and wider...
and i am no longer the yf that they know....

but i wanna reiterate that i am still the same old yf k...
*even though u may think that i am living in denial*...

2008-07-19T00:20:00.003+08:00

current addiction...
1. muffin
2. ming zhong ju ding wo ai ni...
3. you ni de kuai le

王若琳-有你的快樂

我怎麼都不想睡　天特別亮夜特別的黑
當我深深的呼吸　心中充滿想妳的甜蜜

想和你走在雨中　想要你牽我的手
傻傻的你不敢說愛
而我也故意要你為我等待

說不出有多麼快樂　還是不夠　這感覺這一切
就好像飄在外太空　別的星球　只有我們存在

喜歡和你在一起　無聊的生命也變有趣
讓你聽我的音樂　分享在每一刻的心情

在一起越來越久　開始會對你在乎
這感覺我們都明白
只要你在身邊日子就亮起來

說不出有多麼快樂　還是不夠　這感覺這一切
就好像飄在外太空　別的星球　只有我們存在

愛情　在這個時候　我的心就像天氣
晴時多雲偶爾有雨

說不出有多麼快樂　還是不夠　這感覺這一切
就好像飄在外太空　別的星球　只有我們存在
說不出有多麼快樂　還是不夠　這感覺這一切
就好像飄在外太空　別的星球　只有我們存在

--

2008-07-17T23:24:00.014+08:00

After 3 weeks in New Zealand…

I am finally back in Perthy Perth…:):)

1 more week of winter break before uni starts…

And I am starting to feel bored dy..:(:(:(

evry1 is so so so busy with orientation for the new students…

and I am not doing anything….

I am just lazy…and I am terribly bad in approaching ppl…

I have no idea what to talk to ppl….

I am such an introvert….

these are all EXCUSES…

Anyway….trip to New Zealand was awesome…..

Went zorbing, skiing, glacier climbing, sightseeing, thermal site etc….

Even went for white water rafting which nearly took my life…*I am not exaggerating*…

I am happy I am still alive….:):):)

And I woont pay for that life-threatening activity again…

Am missing NZ even though I couldn wait to come back 1 week ago..:P:P:P

Well, grass is always greener on the other side of the world…

And my pocket is already filled with holes…:):) but it’s worth it…

South Island
wif the world steepest road in Dunedin...

dunedin is freaking cold..walking around that small hilly town ( no kidding..that place is full of steep streets) without thermal wear at temperature less than 10 celcius during daytime made me stronger now.....
and u can see vapour coming out from ur mouth 24/7..
but thanks to my duck down aunty-looking jacket, i survive...:):)

skiing in Queenstown....
4 of us wif our 60-year-old instructor...
i think he got so fed-up wif me because i was soooo bad in skiing....:P:P
i couldn even stand straight on the snow and slided to another group...
so super embarassiing k...
no more sking in the future...

wif Moli in minus 5 bar..miss hugging u and ur sleepable shoulder..haha...i am nt a lesbian k..:P:P

wif Jaishree during the Milford Sound trip...
puzzling world in wanaka...fun fun awesome awesome
see how gigantic i am in that pic..the effect used in LOTR..

wif Moli and Jaishree in Wanaka...
look at the picturesque background...the amazing lake wanaka..like a poster..
will never forget our Korean roomie in Purple Cow.....friendly but abit annoying for not allowing us to sleep that night....
too bad his photo taken wif us isn wif me now...
and will never forget the drunk guy in Queenstown....eeeewww....

Missing u guys heaps....hope to see u guys back in Malaysia....
the Dunedin gang...thanks to Tharma and Moli for cooking for us...and Puai Yee too for bringing us around...

wif Xiu.....my intec-roomie in Christchurch....cant wait to c u in malaysia...we have to go makan k..i know i still owe u 2 meals. :P:P...and pls pls pls come to Ayer Tawar to taste red wine noodles...::P:P:P....

the hosts in Christchurch---> Xiu and Merlin.....

christchurch and Perth gang in Franz Josef....:)
will never forget how blurred i am when we played those games in 'Stables'...:P:P
haha...i am a girl with no upbringing...never bother to say thank you......
and i was the winner for the 'mafia' game...keke...*i am quite good in crapping and pretending yea*
and i was the worst narrator for confusing the ppolice to make the game more interesting...haha..*i am bursting wif laughter*..:D:D:D
and i won my first mahjong game....*aapplause*
and i wont forget the flooded bathroom and the weirdly shaped toilet...

me and the hanging branch in Christchurch botanical Garden...
train ride to Christchurch...
i know we aren supposed to sleep during that costly train ride...but we are already over-exposed to sceneries; cows, sheeps, greeneries,snow-capped mountains, lakes.....Sien ( comb ur fringe down:P:P...oni NZ ppl will get this)

North Island

Friends in Auckland...
Korean food...lurve it......................................

wif Putri in Albany

wif Yijia and sheeps in Agrodome, Rotorua

white water rafting in Rotorua
i wont pay for this again...SERIOUSLY...

Zorbing

luge in Rotorua
thermal wonderland in Wai-o-Tapu..
oni me and yijia went there...like 'bai zhi' (nuts) taking pics of each other...:P:P

wif the friendly roomies in Treks Backpacker, Haupapa Street, Rotorua...
cause i was too bored, my crappiness came to my rescue...:):)

wif Yichin and Wyne in Welly...
wif evry1.....in welly

this post is getting lengthy and draggy...
so i will end wif a cute pic of me, Xiu and Terrence...:):)
farewell pic taken in supermarket ( i wonder why we dun move to a better place to take farewell pic.haha...)

thanks to all the hosts in NZ....
i promise to be a good host when u guys come to Perth, one of the remote cities in the world ( got this from dunno-wat magazine) ....:):):)
and do come to perth...:):)

2008-06-19T11:13:00.006+08:00

ok...
time for me to enjoy...
no more waking up early to study..
no more feeling guilty to go out...

btw, after the terrible horrible vegetable chem exam......
all soon-to-be pharmies went to Gelare in Mill Point...
cause there were 15 of us..
and there's not enough seat for all of us in Gelare....
we had to sit outside...
and enjoyed the cold wind wif ice-cream...
jac said it was around 6 Celcius....

and we braved the cold wind to walk along Mill Point jetty from one carpark to another...
'to get a better view of Perth City' (JEng & Lukman 2008)
and hugging ourselves all the time...haha..
for more info, visit
http://www.indulgeveryearning.blogspot.com/

yijia, u should treat me lollipop for promoting ur blog...bleuk..

pls thank the photographer k for taking a nice-looking pic of u....

Yi Tyeng...happy 21st birhtday..u and yijia are old...:P:P

random shots....:P:P

2008-06-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

i cant concentrate on chemistry..
am thinking abt my once-in-a-lifetime vacation starting this Sunday...
cant wait....
i seriously cant wait...
why do i still have exam this Tuesday???
ok...be patient, yf...
another 50hrs...and i am free...
free to daydream..free to get myself excited...
and i am contemplating on re-colouring my hair...
should i? should i not? if i should, what colour ? what brand? etc....
abit random....hehe...
and to every gals out there who 'jiwang', pls watch L for Love, L for Lies...
hopefully, loyal guys still exist...

2008-06-13T17:22:00.002+08:00

3 down ( the 3 hardest ones)...1 more to go....:):):):)
start to think of what to do after nx tuesday....
start to think of what to bring to NZ...
start to .........................

the list will go on and on and on and on.....
i will resume daydreaming after tuesday...:):):)

2008-06-12T01:53:00.002+08:00

i should stop thinking negatively.....
i should erase those stupid thoughts lingering in my mind now...
and concentrate on my next paper....
jangan fikir bukan-bukan....

2008-06-03T22:02:00.002+08:00

during exam period....u have tendency to
hunt for blogs...
read old old old posts from some1's blog...
look at some1's old old old pictures...and marvel at their huge changes...
keboh to know their bfs/gfs...

and from cheah yen's blog...i came across my old old old pics...taken in intec...

and i look so0o0o0o0 likeeeeee BAMBOO....
wif the weirdly curved fringe that resembles the roof of chinese temple......

minus my not-so-flawless-compared-t0-last-time complexion....i think i have gotten prettier XDXDXD...haha...

BIOCHEM AND MICROBIOLOGY ARE DRIVING ME NUTS......

2008-05-21T17:33:00.002+08:00

i am sooooo sick of studying....
DAMN....
started like 2 weeks ago....and still i cant remember the names of those stupid microorganism, their pathogenicity, clinical significances..la la la...
WTH do we needa know abt them??
and how do u expect us to know every single thing abt them without getting confused???
weter they are anaerobic, aerobic, gram +, gram - , la la la......
the colour of their colonies, shapes..la la la...
I am just a normal HUMAN...not a COMPUTER....

2008-05-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

i cannot concentrate...
i hate microbiology..
my progress is super slow....
i dun remember what i read....although i have read that for mid-sem..
missing some1...
some1 that always cheers me up when i am down or stressed..
some1 that shows me silly antics when we webcam
some1 that i can depend on when i am emotionally unstable..
some1 that i can talk to when i emo...
some1 that is special to me...
some1 who is currently staying miles and miles away...
some1 who is a great fren of mine...

pray that i will be able to concentrate now..
i put my trust in You cause You are the peace that guards my heart...

2008-05-17T16:20:00.002+08:00

dun u think that this world is unfair?
some are born with silver spoon in their mouth...
some have flawless skin, big eyes, long lanky legs...
some have good brains and good memory power...

why compare ourselves with those who are luckier than us?
instead , compare ourselves with those who are less lucky than us...
those who are starving, those who are mentally or physically disabled...

feel grateful that our 5 senses can still function properly..
we can still smell, touch, see, hear and taste...
be thankful that we are able-bodied...
we can swim, run, walk, shop etc...

*emo-ing for no reason*...
and with exams in 3 weeks time...by hook or by crook, i shld brush aside this stupid, dumb emo feeling...

2008-05-13T00:09:00.002+08:00

hmmm...after spending more than 1 hr skyping wif Xiu....
i think i shld apologise for my straight-forwardness...
shld be more tactful in talking and giving opinions....:):)
and some even has to shoot me back for 'survival'...:P:P:P

just because i can accept straightforward-ness doesn mean that others can accept, too....
*i am brought up in a 'straightforward' environment*..no thanks to my super straightforward hometome frens...
but isn it good to be straightforward at times?...no talking behind some1 else's back...haha...and no hiding from truth...

to my ex-housemates..esp:
HL--> i not only shot u...but i 'killed' u...sorry yea....anyway, cant wait to see u in NZ....( dunno weter u read my blog onot)...

and to my housemates oso..:):)
i will try my best nt to be so straightforward...haha...esp when we quarrel...remind me yea..haha...

2008-05-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

i knoe this post is abit random...
suddenly i am so worried about my upcoming exams...
so many lectures to cover...36+36+24+30...
and 4 lab tests at the end of this month...

2008-05-11T22:48:00.008+08:00

Wahahahahahaha…

I had another birthday surprise on Thursday night…

And so many ppl attended….more than 40 I think….my housemates were shocked seeing the number of ppl in my house…luckily my house didn explode…:P:P

Thanks again to Jia Huei for planning the whole thing…

Smart u for having 2 birthday surprises for me…

So that I wont suspect anything for the 2^nd surprise which was way way way more more more grand than the 1^st one…haha..

Too bad david’s bag was on the couch and the cake box was on the dining table…
If not I wont suspect anything…
Anyway, I was and am still touched wif the whole thing…
Muacks muacks muacks to Jia Huei and Yijia as well…

Time for me to show off my gifts…..*dun jealous yea, para reader-reader sekalian*

Before that, just wanna announce that I am 20 years old now…

*ferrero rocher-given by classmate (Mayur)...*

Age is like weight..hehehe…it is just a figure…as long as I am young at heart..:P:P

And I will still stay the way I am no matter how ‘young’ I am….:)

badminton racquet given by 3D+M...i couldn believe my eyes seeing it...
and it's a super good and light one....
I can hit the shuttle from one end to the ohter end wif it...

bracelet, ear ring and necklace by Anna, Kimberly and my beloved housemates

my beloved housemates---> 3 dwarfs and 3 giants

pink pork by Dayong and Wolfie bear by Lukman.....such cute names for the 2 cute soft toys...:):)

candle by Aishah

books by Thomas, David and Cheah Yen..

chocolate by Mayur..

and cards by Zeelin+Venessy+Sally+Jeng, Derek and EVERYONE..

wah...look at this card....more than 20 ppl wrote on it...keke...

me wif the birhtday cake...

me and evry1....haha

David, me and Thomas...

me and my cell group members..

marcus and me...

and this is the card i sent to my mum....AUS pos is pretty efficient...sent on monday and she received it on saturday...
haha..mum..now u can brag abt having a fillial daughter to ur fren..:):)

2008-05-08T02:03:00.005+08:00

again, i am feeling super 'high', excited, and extremely happy now...:):)
making me recalling my surprise birthday party last year....
i felt the same way...i couldn sleep till 3am...i slept in Max Page's lecture the nx day and Liz had to kick me to keep my awake...and i postponed my Chem Mid-sem test...
and the surprise that i had this year was as good as wat i had last year....
i was just too dumb to realise and suspect something...haha...
i am a girl with no sense and gut instinct...hmm...i have to start improving my senses...

but, wow, time reli flies.... it's my 2nd year here...and my 2nd birthday celebration in Perthy Perth.. and haha...emo abit...Perthy Perth is getting more and mroe fun.... most importantly, thanks to Jia Huei for planning my surprise birthday parties for consecutive 2 years...
wonder where u got all those crazy ideas and u are quite smart ya..for accomplishing ur mission...
haha..i reli got fooled by u...
it started wif derek calling me to ask me out for bubble tea wif his housemates ( Da Yong, Darrel and Melvin) at 10pm...
and cause he owes me bbt and it's my birthday tmr, why nt i go out and have fun.. and i even thought that hmm..mebbe they are planing to do sth for me in the city...( i am too perasanated...:P:P:P)
the dumb me...haha..was too excited wif my own thoughts...and announced to the whole world, 'hey, i am going out for bbt later, wif the 3Ds and M...i can help u to tapau '...
surprisingly, none of them said yes...and they were more keen to know what will happen later while having bbt...( so kepoh..haha..)
but obviously they knew that bbt thingy was just a prank...haha
and all my housemates were super duperly excited to dress me up...saying that it's my birthday tmr, and some1 is celebrating for me, so...dress up...wear contact lens... i listened to their advice...and started rummaging through my clothings in the closet...
was quite reluctant to wear lens...thinking that it's just bbt and i dun wanna over-dress myself...
and i am so easily persuaded that i ended up wearing lens... :):) ( shld thank you guys oso for allowing me to look pretty this time..haha...last year's look is a big no-no..haha)

derek called at 10pm..telling me tat they are waitng for me at the 2nd carpark...
complaining one last time to Jia Huei and Yijia on how over-dressed i was, i rushed out so that u guys dun have to wait for me...( see how nice i am..haha..)
and evry1 was looking so happy sending me off and telling me to enjoy myself... haha....
ok..at this point, i didn suspect anything yet... even though i felt sth fishy and tried to persuade Jia Huei to go bbt-ing wif me-->i dun mind sitting on the floor of the car... i thought that bbt thingy was just to get me out of the house so that they can plan sth for me at 12 midnight...
and i can boast to them that i am not surprised at all..i expected this and that to happen...see how smart i am... and i am totally wrong...haha...

when i opened the door, i saw one whole crowd of ppl...with birthday cake... haha..
was so shocked that i screamed, closed the door and ran into the house covering my face all the time... to be exact, 21 ppl were there... and like last year, i laughed and laughed and laughed... i looked so sepet k ( alrdy quite sepet..but more sepet)....laughed too much... anyway, i am happy..and thanks to evry1 for attending my birthday party...
and after interrogating the planners, i realise that it's supposed to be a pyjamas party but oni a few wore pyjamas...
and to some ppl who didn attend---> u are forgiven...:):):)....
p/s-->oni to some...

i look so sepet...haha...laugh till my cheekbone is soooo obvious...hahahaha and taking photo wif flash and taking photo from bottom are sins....:)

Wif Jeng in his pyjamas..

wif my housemates....the girl on the left is Jia Huei, the main planner....she's bubbly, helpful, frenly, can sing well and most importantly she is still single and available....:P:P:P:P

wif Cheah Yen and Jac

wif derek....ur white lie is pretty good...haha...

me and Da Yong....

me and David...u shld grow up..:P:P:P

edwin, me, Hsiu Li and Lukman ( kaki buli)...

me, Yi tyeng, Michelle and Ling Weng...

the reunion of housemates.....:)

being silly....and the white spots on my face aren fungus...haha..:):)

and i am now officially 20 yrs old...no more 1+ of age... anticipating more changes in my life...:):) and it's time for me to grow up....:):) i needa sleep now....it's alrdy 3.15am....

2008-05-06T00:21:00.004+08:00

sth great happened to me last sunday....turning point in my life...:):)
i got baptised in Zion...
thanks to my cell group members, frens and most importantly my beloved housemate, Jia Huei for supporting me.....:):):)
testimony-sharing part was the scariest....i just read my script and skipped alot while reading...hehe...
too nervous mah....

me giving testimony....:):):)
look so doink..haha

getting ready to be dipped

me and Jia Huei...this is the only pic of me and u....
see how nice i am to u...i look so doink but i still put this pic...:):)

me and Cheah Yen wif the cert...

and i am currently addicted to 'er zuo ju zhi wen' soundtracks....
so jiwang-ing and nice and meaningful lyrics and la la la....

and i will do sth that gonna rock the world again in 7 hrs time...hehe...

2008-04-28T13:27:00.008+08:00

had chem test this morning and it was another oh-my-god-i-hope-that-my-shooting-skill-is-good kind of test......
~!@#$%^&*(*&^%$##@!!@#$
and my cough is getting worse ..:(:(:(

okok..enuff...no more complaining abt test... :D:D:D:D
should feel happy that i wont have any tests till the end of nx month...:):)

btw, this is my super leng cai chem lecturer/tutor that melts evry gal's hearts...

evrytime when he entered the lecture hall, i could feel the strong gush of wind that swept my feet off the ground....woohoo~~~
not me only k...all my coursemates felt that way too (not for some people...haha...yijia is still feeling it)...haha...

but too bad...he is boring...:(:(:(---> that's why i skipped lotsa lectures by him...:D:D
and his exam questions were terrible, horrible, vegetable...

p/s-->fair-looking guys like him look smart in black shirt and black full-rimmed glasses..:D:D

okok...let's jump to anohter mou la lang stuff...
went to matilda bay last saturday to watch sunrise...
my 1st time watching sunrise...
woke up at 5.30am...
crazy hor...but it's fun doing silly stuff wif crazy ppl...:D:D:D:D

the beauty of sunrise...

acting silly ....

yijia said i look nice here....just abit fatty...hehe...

and my exam timetable is out...
exams end on the 17th of june...
and going to NZ on the 22nd ofJune....*excited*
sometimes, i wonder why i am here in Perthy Perth but not in NZ ....
but there must be reasons why i am placed here...:D:D:D:D
and i myself will discover the reasons day by day...
sounds so philosophical...haha..anyway, enuff of crapz..

2008-04-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

think positively ...
having pimples is not a bad thing after all...

1. having pimples indicates that u are still young..in mandarin, pimple is called 'qing chun dou' ( youth bean )..
2. having pimples means that u are still fertile...haha..
3. the amount of pimples u have indicates the number of ppl missing u...haha..

pimples are actually cool...
*living in denial*

2008-04-04T00:09:00.003+08:00

FYI, i have lotsa quirky behaviours....
i admit that i have....
and oni those who are close to me can realise that...
cause i am a two-faced person...
i will show my good side in front of strangers and quirky side only in front of those who are close to me...

1. i have this funny accent when i talk.. doesn matter in wat languages....my fuchou accent...
2. i am rough and talk loudly and not lady-like.
3. i am brought up in a guys' environment...to be honest, i dun have many girlfrens in my hometown....and i always hang around wif guys...
4. i am a straightforward person..
5. i am bad in consoling... please dun expect me to care for u or show concern for u when u are down...cause i dunno when to.....but i can be a good listener...
6. i always tell the same thing again and again...
7. i am very random...i change topic very fast...
8. i always pat ppl's shoulder to grab their attention..
9. i was anti-guy..
10.my opinions about marriage, love and guys are weird...i dun wanna elaborate on this...
11.i hated eating the stem part of veges last time....bt nw i like it...
12.i dun eat pork..
13.i dislike any ohter parts of chicken except chicken breast.
14.i eat yoghurt and cereal alot...

it's better if u know abt my quirky behaviours from myself rather than hearing it from some1's mouth of reading it from some1's blog...

and i hate to say that i am still emotionally-dependent on my 'kakis' even though we are miles apart nw...till now, i wont share evrything wif the ppl here coz i dun confide in them...and i am a bias person...i know this is unfair to some ppl...and i will try to change it..

mebbe i am in emo mood nw..and evrything just came to my mind..my dad's bro-in-law has just passed away leaving 5 children and a housewife...u can lose ur precious life anytime soon wihtout u expecting it...that's life...

2008-03-31T20:52:00.005+08:00

1 down...2 more to go...
cant wait to go window shopping and jalan-jalan...
cant wait for the april break...hehe...so greedy...

and FYI, i am going New Zealand this winter break...
woohoo~~~~
fingers crossed that evrything will be smooth-sailing...:):):)
evrything will come out fine ..:):)

meeting my cute yet funny ex-housemates and ex-roomie...
missing u guys heapsssss......
this trip gonna burn a huge gigantic hole in my pocket...
so, i gotta start saving $$...stop me yea if u guys see me spending $$ unnecessarily..

and my housemates and i, as environment lovers ( we are, right ???? :P:P ) , participated in Earth Hour---> lights off for 1 hour....

and this was what we did in darkness...camwhoring

and 2 more mou la lang stuff...

easter carnival 2 sundays ago was greatzzz....
the only pic wif my housemates...sorry ya DaYong...have to crop u out...:P:P

isnt this nice??? too bad i cant taste it.....
given by my loyal 'listener'...
( i know u are lazy to read my blog, but u say u will read when i mention about u here...so u better read this time...bleuk...)
will never forget ur funny antics to cheer me up...
:D:D:D

2008-03-24T20:14:00.003+08:00

Tagged forcefully by a perempuan who influenced me to use 'babi'...

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
--> marry???? will think about it when i 've found my Mr.Right and when i am in a relationship...but definitely will marry la~~~ ( what u and JH lectured me does have impact on me.. :):):)

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?
--> i will hug-hug some1 huggable.....

3. What job are u doing now?
--> full time---> pharmacy student
part time---> window shopping and disturbing others

4.Where is the place that you want to go most?
--> haha...South Korea....and Europe.....$$ lai lai...

5.If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
--> i wanna stay healthy so tat i can enjoy my life to the fullest...:):)

6.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
--> yes guar...depending on how heavy the rain is...

7.what are you afraid to lose the most right now?
-->dunno ....hmmm...right now, i think my frens....:):)

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
-->crazy frens.....:):)

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
--> haha...defintely wont...unless he likes me too and confesses to me first...:D:D

10.List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
--> Yijia
a) friendly
b) my good listener
c) i cant think of any other good thing about u dy..haha...see how bad u are....

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
--> no specific requirement as long as we click well and feel happy together...

12.What type of person do you hate the most?
--> ungrateful and demanding ppl who dun appreciate some1 else's effort and nag/complain like aunty/uncle

13.What would you do if you won a million dollars?
--> haha...i wil put the $$ in the bank first...to accumulate interest..

14.What would you wanna be after you're dead?
--> be nothing...just wanna die peacefully with no regrets..

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
-->me....??? erm...my weird thinking mebbe..haha... and mebbe i shld behave more ladylike..:P:P

16. what is your favourite color?
--> currently green..but i still like buying red clothes..can onot, TEO YIJIA??

17.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-->health , Father And Mother I Love You, and 'siao' frens...

18. What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?
--> i wil eat non-stop...and i wont sleep....and go out wif some1 i want to spend my last day with...

19. who's ur beloved now?
--> i better say teo yijia...or else i will be bulllied

20. (my question) what song are u listening now??
--> this is love by Cyndi Wang...

i wanna tag---->
Xiu
Puteri
Jia Huei
Cheah Yen
Derek
Da Yong
Kimberly
Xin Ying

2008-03-19T16:03:00.006+08:00

i am loving pharmacy more and more...
mebbe i will change my mind when exams are around the corner or when the tough is getting tougher or when i am forced to wake up for 8am classes...

anyway, i am happy today...
as a future pharmacist, i made suppositories today...
for those who arent in medical field, suppository is not an anal sex equipment ok..
it is not as big as p****
it has the size and shape of a bullet and is "shot" oni to ur asshole....
( in a more proper way, it is inserted high into ur rectum)...

gelatinous suppository...
*i am nt supposed to bring 'em back home...but there's no wrong being rebellious hor....*

being a pharmacy student is actually quite fun..:):)
u get to compound drugs--> gonna make tablet soon....., look at cadaver, learn abt the different kinds of medicine ( how cool it is to tell the patients the do's and dont's of taking medication)...

u dun have to deal wif bloody gorry stuff which is sooo nauseating and geli...and u dun have to stare into the microscope (like my mum) and get headache observing the where-the-hell-are-you bacteria....---> i still hate microbiology lab....:(:(

2008-03-17T00:41:00.002+08:00

it's alrdy 1.41am ...and i cant sleep...
and i am nt studying either...plan to study but my mind is wandering somewhere else...
thinking of the up-coming winter break...
definetely going somewhere..:P:P..dun wanna say where yet....
*bu neng suo de mi mi*

am thinking about the purpose of travelling?? it's such a huge waste of $$ with flight ticket itself costing u a bomb...

wat's the purpose of travelling??
meeting frens, food, pride of having been to somewhere, sceneries, snow, etc.....

is it worth spending $100++ for sceneries ; mountains, lakes, craters, trees etc ?
and u needa take risk cause if the weather doesn permit, u dun get to see nice view at all...
to make the matter worst, u are only going to that place once in ur lifetime so will u mind spending $$ and taking the risk?

even for me, going to theme park is a waste of $$ cause i have weak heart..
cyclone and cockscrew and superman and la la la in genting are way too much for me...
pay to get myself scared---> weird...

and all countries have the same sceneries...
comparing Korea and New Zealand and la la la~~~, they all have the same thing, dont they?

i better sleep nw...
good night..

pancakes in carrilon city

2008-03-15T18:05:00.012+08:00

did so many crazy things for the past 2 days...
and this madness makes me feels that i do belong to Perthy Perth...
and Perth is starting to resemble Ayer Tawar wif these crazy ppl around me...:):)

went to have dinner in Cheah Yen 's house wif Ivan and Derek and in order to nt throw the excess food away, we played the loser-needa-eat-and-the-winner-needa-feed kind of game wif poker cards...
and i was not only the hat-trick winner, but i won 4 times consecutively...
and my tummy became bloated wif carrot, capsicum, mushroom....

went to have pancake for breakfast this morning in carrilon city with Jeng and Yijia...
and i woke up at 7.30am...then slept back..woke up at 8am again---->so super early---> but it's fun doing sth 'siao' once in a while.....:):):)
since the kakis are there, why not siao together-gether...:):)

presenting the 3 'siao' ppl

having pancakes

mine---> blackforest cherry

yijia's ---> blueberry heaven

mine and yijia's---> spearmint milkshake

and last but not least

Jeng's---> 4 plain pancakes--> i dunno why he ordered this..

in

and after that, we saw some kind of parade in Perth City
closer loook....

AGAINST SCIENTOLOGY
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scientology

and we cam-whored wif my webcam in my room...

me and yijia....yijia's copyright....:):)

2008-03-14T00:37:00.002+08:00

i hate microbiology lab....
i am always so blurred in the lab...
and always follow wat others do...
looking at microscope..looking at colonies..lalala~~~
sweat~~~~~~
and i needa wear the over-sized gown..and i always trip on it..
and today i wore it the other way round..so stupid of me...
and i cant answer most of the questions given in the lab...

2008-03-08T21:19:00.004+08:00

hehehehe~~~
went to Harbourtown and Perth City wif my housemates and other kaki shopping...
a productive shopping trip for me....
keke...
dun ask me how much i've spent....
it's nt that much...:P:P:P
but i bought 9 pieces of clothes...
and i am starting to like the style here...
long, high-waisted, nice cutting lalala~~~
the not-so-good thing is most tops here have plunging necklines....which is a big no-no for me...:(:(
anyway, i dun mind going 'giraffe' shopping again...
thanks to xiu for that cute yet nice term..:P:P... was like a giraffe looking high and low for clothes and had a neckache...

ok...pics time...

camwhoring time...keke....
btw, the girl in pink is my new housemate from hong kong...
she is the latest addition to the 'siao' unit 8 gang...
and she is adapting well...:):)

and i am still looking for a white bag...i didn buy 'em...

p/s: i think i've grown fatter....:(:( my chin is not as sharp as before...

2008-03-02T22:10:00.004+08:00

la la la~~~~
not emo-ing dy...
wif funny soon-to-be pharmies cum housemates cum ex-intecians etc, perth is not so bad afterall...

first night here, 3 alot-thinner-compared-to-last-time gals slept on one single bed...( sorry no pic, so up to ur imagination how they slept...kaka)

when uni started, 3 cute unit-8-right-wing occupants did sth funny cause they were too 'wu liao'....

Peace okay, yijia...haha...

and i love no1 except myself...hehe

and i join choir again...for freshies welcome...

the choir 'kaki's

and it has been a week since the start of uni...
and i am still fooling around even though i dun understand all the lectures...
so...hehe...i will start to become a still-not-so-nerdy bookworm tommorrow...
*fingers crossed* that i will stick to my just created resolution...

2008-02-25T00:05:00.003+08:00

ok...enough of emo moments...
and i 've alrdy deleted my swearing post..
i needa be a guai guai lui in perthy perth...
enough of all those 'sakai' activities i did in ai4 da4 hua2

LANGKAWI...cool, isn it??

special thanks to chiang for editiing this picture...
dun kembang hidung when u see this comment...
this pic is great...:P:P

2008-01-31T16:37:00.000+08:00

i've got my new lappie...
and i cant do my usual photo-scanning activity..
i lost all my photos because of my carelessness..
and i am BORED....
sleep like a pig evryday...
more than 10 hours...
and my boredom leads me to day-dream and night-dream when i cant sleep...
and i ahve so many dreams...
and i cant reveal it...revealing ur dreams will oni shatter ur dreams ( heard somewhere)
haha...
so..is it right to dream??...

and there's this nice meanigful quote by dunno-who that tells me dreaming is good..
the poorest man in the world is not the man without a cent but the man without a dream...

2008-01-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

i am stupid, bodoh, careless.. evrythng...
went to langkawi and i didn unplug the wire and the phone cabel connected to me lappie...even though i have turned off the power supply....
and due to my stupidity....my laptop isn working nw..
got struck by lightning...
DAMN..DAMN..DAMN..
i gonna lose all my pics...memories...and $$....
just pray and hope that it is repairable...
and i am so stupid..i didn save them in my external hard drive..wat's the point of having one??
feeling helpless....
emo-ing...
feelingless..

happy new year 2008

2008-01-02T01:14:00.000+08:00

say bye -bye to year 2007 and say hello to year 2008....
it's quite a boring 1st jan for me..
most of my frens had alrdy gone back to kl...
so no chasing-after-fireworks-with-motor kinda celebration...
bt, still i celebrated new year in a 'farnee' way...haha...
with another 'loner' Ayer Tawarian...hehe...and with the help of 8tv....we had countdown in msn...so gila....hahaha...

anyway, when i reflect on the just-gone year 2007...
i think i have changed alot and experienced so many new stuff...
my 1st time on aeroplane in feb...
my 1st time travelling wif frens in July ...
my 1st time staying thousands miles away from my home...couldn go back evry hols like what i did in intec...
my 1st time cooking....hehe....
my 1st time attending cell group
my 1st time enjoying going to church...
my 1st time dye-ing my virgin hair in August...
my 1st time wearing lens to outings...
my 1st time wearing boots and sunglasses...
my 1st time being so fashion-conscious...i will think the night before on what to wear the next day...
my 1st time experiencing 4 seasons ( bt without snow)...YJ, remmber the time whereby we felt so relieved the temperatures were above 10 celcius...haha...
my 1st time seeing apple and grape trees...quite jakun..
my 1st time seeing autumn leaves and botak trees..
my 1st time oni able to complete half of my exam paper ...( human biol )
my 1st time fearing that i couldn get 45% to pass my exam...pathetic nyer~~~...and it will get worse in year 2...
my first time being so fat during winter....
my 1st time la la la la la.........the list wil go on and on..........

and looking back at those old photos...
i agree wif jon that i look so malnourished last time..haha...

and i miss my flawless skin....*taken in April*...

2007-12-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

Venues : Teluk Batik , Bowling Centre Kg Koh , Kedai Makan Entah-apa-nama , Alan’s House
Date : 29th Dec 2007
Time : 2 pm – 12 pm

Presenting

anti-clockwise from top left... alan, my bodyguard....fishy, the person-who-open-and-close-the-car-door-for-the-little-princess...looi, my driver.....

This post shall remain a secret post whereby oni non-Ayer Tawarian are allowed to read it…except some1…:):)

Ms. Dwarf Hamster aka Doggy was given princess’ treatment by her 3 comrades yesterday. Having told to stay at home the whole day, she had no idea what was going on. She was ‘served’ by 3 ppl, namely the chauffeur, the bodyguard and last but not least..haha…the person-who-open-and-close-the-car-door-for-the-little-princess. She was told nt to query their weird behaviour and just listen to them.

She was brought to a grocery shop to get a kite…( finally, they decided to get a cute spiderman kite )..and then headed to Teluk Batik to fly it ( she has been longing to fly kite and finally, her wish is fulfilled.. :):) )…there were mountains and seas of ppl.. these 4 youngsters ignored the stares from them and started to run along the beach wif the cute-looking kite..who cares ?? haha…even though they are the oni ones playing kite…bt too bad..the weather wasn on their side..barely had wind to fly it high…

teluk batik.....

the red spiderman kite

the kite 'sifu'

Then, the little princess was asked to dig the sand to find sth..feeling curious, she dug and dug and dug and tada..she found a ‘gift in a bottle’..given by the 3 comrades…super ‘lo-man’ can??

indescribable...speechless...haha....

Haha…again, she wasn allowed to know the reason and they continued strolling along the beach and decided to see sunset..renting the ‘lazy-chair’, they chose the best spot and waited and talked and stalked and la la la to pass the time…

little princess with the bottle

alan and fishy...

then, the little princess was asked to count till 200 with her eyes closed…and 2 presents were placed on her palms…woohoo~~~ she laughed non-stop all the time…and feeling weirder and weirder, she was asked to open those presents….ha ha ha…one contained stones..and another one contained a box…hahahaha…

sunset..too bad ..the sun was covered by clouds...

Nt the end yet…..
They went home to change and went to play bowling and went to have dinner and went to alan’s house…she was ‘squeezing’ her tiny little brain to reason out their weird behaviour..hmm..and she wasn allowed to get down from the car…

Finally, she was asked to get down and go to alan’s house…after opening 2 doors and unsuccessful ambush..haha…birthday song and cake appeared ( 20th birthday cake) …wahahaha…
There were oni 2 small slices of cake for evry1…cute..haha…
And when the little pricess was interviewed , she said, “ I am so touched…they celebrated my 20th birthday 5 months in advance…hahaha…super lo-man...haha”

*wil get pics soon*.........asap asap asap...

the present--->

handphone string...wif my initials..

the present that contained a box.....and a card...

inside the card.....a DOG...haha...

Haha…..i felt so super duper extremely touched wif evything…my 1st 20th birthday...hahaha..and I couldn sleep last night..and laughed alone on my bed..and told evry single frens that I met about the surprise…hahaha…THANKS GUYS....

2007-12-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

planning for a trip is HARD....
u needa find a date and time whereby evry1 is free.....
u needa come out wif something that suits evry1...
and when u are 95% done wif the planning
and when u are very excited about the whole thing ( u google about it, the trip becomes ur main topic wif frens)
and when u are about to book accomodation/transport/whateva that requires booking, some1 will request for the plan to be changed....
and because u and some1 are good frens, u dun want him to miss the fun..
so u wait and wait and wait for his answer, feeling frustrated and get more frus when there's no more flight/accomodation available

*this post is dedicated to my fren...i understand ur feeling as the main planner*

and i am currently feelingless about the whole trip..of course i hope that it will be a success..and i hope that some1 can go ( i know u read my blog)...

i hate planning....i hate it when u ask A, 'are u going?' and A replies, 'i will follow B'..when u ask B, 'so, are u going?' and B replies, 'i dunno'...
can u stop giving 'i dunno', 'i will follow ABC', 'i will go if the majority go' as answers...
just give 'yes' and 'no' as answers and who will form the majority if evry1 gives those ambiguous answers??
'cincai' is ok if u can follow whatever the main planner says..
it is not ok when u demand for this and that and expect the leader to provide evrything...

And for me, to travel successfully...
1- be an independent traveller...dare to travel alone...more freedom and save the hassle of planning and asking..tell them, if u want to go, GO~~~, if nt, i can go myself..

2- dun travel in super big group..
more ppl will give more trouble...harder to get final say as u cant fulfil evry1's whim and fancy...quality is better than quantity..travel wif ur close frens and the ideal group size is probably 4-5 ..

3- travel wif ur bf/gf ( *i am nt jiwanging*)
esp for those who're having LDR
i am nw supporting LDR...u dun have to see each other oftenly...so, the 'flame'/'spark' is still there...and u can travel to find each other...or to somewhere else wif each other...

2007-12-17T12:25:00.000+08:00

current obsessions

1. Cecelia Ahern - to those who dunno her, she is the writer for the novel 'P.S I Love You', a No.1 international bestseller which is now a major film starring Hilary Swank and Gerald Butler..a great romantic novel that causes me to feel 'jiwang-jiwang'...haha..will read other books by her soon..waste of $$ buying book, so ...hope that her books are available for download in the net...:):)

2. Jimmy Lin Zhi Ying - the main actor in 'My Luckystar' ( 8TV 7pm )...he 's so super leng cai/ cute/en dao/handsome etc....looks can be deceiving..he is 33 years old but he looks 10 years younger...

3. Shoes - haha...been looking at shoes all the time in penang.. bought 2 pairs of ballerina in Penang and they're definitely not enuff..haha...needa last for a year in Perth...so, mebbe wil get more...:P:P and girls shld have different kinds of shoes ( ballerinas, pumps, sneaker, heels, boots,wedges, platform, peep-toes, sandals, thongs, la la la ) to fit different occasions...a girl's necessities...so, i am forgiven to spend on shoes..:P:P

4. Smoothies - ate alot in Penang ...evrything seems so super duper cheap after conversion..hahaha...ate in Swensen ( which i wouldn go last time..cause the food WAS exp..haha..) , I-Dragaon and hawkers' centre in Ayer Itam.. ate char kuey tiao , muar chee and laksa...nice nice nice...and it's time to detoxify myself..have found a few simple, easy-to-prepare smoothies...will try making it..

5. Travelling - always been my dream to travel around the world and enjoy the scenery,experience new things ( snow, culture ) bt too bad la~~ i am nt born wif a silver spoon in my mouth..so i will have to daydream like Mat Jenin..haha...' the poorest of all men is not the man wihout a cent but the man without a dream'...bt i am going langkawi nx month..* Fingers crossed*

6. Hair - bad hair days..my broom-like hair is giving me so much problems..it form waves and curls.. and my fringe looks like the roof of tokong Cina..the bottom part of my fringe curls up and sideways...i've been flipping, touching and combing my hair out of desperation 24/7 to make it looks right...

*no pic for this post*..

2007-12-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

i have a good news to announce...
i passed passed passed passed passed all my papers...
so i am nw promoted to 2nd year...
i am 1/4 done wif my bachelor of pharmacy..
another 3 years to go...

and without having to go back to perth for supp paper,
i can now shop without feeling guilty...
going penang this weekend to shop and meet my brother..

2007-12-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. Don't complain." ~Maya Angelou

taken from some1's blog...
and lurve it so much....

to those who get pissed off easily and those who are very sensitive..
dun complain and feel bekcek so often..
and dun hope that other ppl can change for ur sake..
cause they are not in debt to u...
change urself to adapt to that person...
if u cant, then remain silent..
dun complain to others, dun badmouth that person
SILENCE IS GOLDEN...

IGNORANCE IS BLISS
when u know abt sth and u arent allowed to mention abt it,and ur fren asks u abt it..what will u do??
a ) i dunno
b) i know but i cant tell u..

i am the 'A' person..and with my bad acting skill,he/she knows that i am telling lies..and i will continue pretending 'doink'..
and ur fren may think 'oh.u know sth.but u dun tel me..what kind of fren are u??''

so, ignorant abt sth is better than u know sth and u have to pretend dunno to keep ur promise..
ignorance can oso reduce bekchekness..

mebbe i am too straightforward at times..and some ppl cant take it... even though they seem ok wif what i said at that moment, they may flare up eventually..
so again..remain silent and ignorant are the best way for me..
:):)

happening day

2007-12-09T01:18:00.001+08:00

a super happening day for me...
went out wif cheah yen the whole afternoon and evening..
went for facial treatment...
endured the sickening pain and wasted my $ for beauty sake..
choice of beauty and money-cum-pain-free....
and kawan-kawan yang saya sayangi , silalah nasihat saya jika anda nampak saya makan makanan pedas....saya berazam untuk kurangkan makanan pedas...
and the darin thing was even with my beetroot-coloured face, i still patrolled sitiawan wif Cheah Yen...not malu at all...and ate and ate and ate...drove and drove and drove...

and coz i had date wif my frens...and i didn wanna ffk...i went out again wif them wif my 'skin- diseased' face
never mind la~~frens for 9 yrs...all kakilang...no more paiseh paiseh...
good oso...can test their sincerity..haha..ensure that they dun treat me indifferently when i am ugly...

ate again...added more substrate for my alrdy bloated tummy to digest...
my tummy had worked overtime and coz it ran out of energy, i got diarrhoea 3 days ago...
mebbe i shld give my beloved tummy a sweet break..

went to lumut after dinner..
enjoying si-ge-ren-de-shi-jie ( world of 4 ppl), counting rain drops ( it was drizzling) , staring at the dark sky, searching for the 3 vertically ( mebbe diagonally..dunno) lined stars....cam-whored..la la la....

me and my cousin bro....

and these 4 crazy ppl...while waiting for others..took some cute pics..

'eh..quite fun leh...come take anohter one...'

take 2...
'hahaha....yf isn in the pic..take again'..

take 3...

PERAK TOUR

2007-12-05T11:36:00.001+08:00

it has been a very happening week for me...
ate and went out alot wif my Tasteless Water gang...
went bowling last monday,
managed to get 80++ points...haha..not bad not bad...better than a year ago whereby i oni got 20++ points..

my bowling team...3 Vs 3...
and we won.....:):)

went to Perak tour yesterday wif my frens..
from 8am till 8pm....
he didn know the way well, so just simply drove...luckily we didn get lost..haha

first stop
kapal korek warisan sth sth....

2nd stop
gua tempurung ( fun..climbed about 1000 stairs while complained to each other...will go next time to join the extreme wet tour..:P:P)

3rd stop
kampar...ate the famous kampar food..roti ayam that costs rm25...not so nice though..and nothing special..just chicken curry wrapped in bread....

4th stop
Lata Kinjang...the majestic waterfall...hoyoyo...the water is so cooling...too bad we didn bring extra clothings..if not, can dip in the water..

so super hot out there....look ugly...but this is the oni pic i've got...:):)

5th stop
hutan lipur sungai sahom
newly discovered place....saw the signboard on our way from Lata Kinjang to Ipoh..so stopped by to camwhore...as proof that we visited this place before..haha....

JH and YJ...check out this pic...haha...

6th stop
Ipoh Parade
journey from Lata Kinjang to Ipoh was nauseating...the road is so windy and narrow...my fren had to honk his car to signal oncoming cars that we're there...so,drive cautiously ..WEIRD...do we learn abt that in Undang when we sat for car license thoery exam????!!!
food in Ipoh is so super duper cheap after conversion..haha...
didn shop much...shopping wif guys is boring :(:(....will shop in penang nx weekend...woohoo~~~

Planet shakers' songs are nice....haha....
uploading pics using my slow dial-up connection is so membekchekkan !!!
wanna watch korean drama now...jiwang-jiwang for a while..haha....then out again for ABC wif frens...

p/s--> do u guys think i shld rebond my thin and broom-like hair and redye my not-so-colour-obvious hair ??....hehe....

2007-12-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

reached home this morning...
and ate food that i craved for the past 10 months..
nasi lemak with lotsa sambal ...and
cendol (RM1.50)---> AUD $0.50 hahaha

oh ya...i saw this in a thai supermarket in Singapore yesterday...
Cricket....
heard that it is used to boil soup...
so yucky.......

and i just had a hair cut...
regret for having that hair cut...
my hair looks thinner and shorter....no longer like mushroom..
mebeb i haven gotten used to my new hairstyle...

and the sad thing is...
my parents said there 's no changes in me ...
'u still look the same after 10 months...no change at all...just that u have more pimple and tanner now...other ppl change alot when they go overseas...they will get fairer and have smoother complexion..but u look like u 've just got back home from a normal outing..'

ceh....mebbe i shldn go to rottnest island 2 days before my flight...
my sunburnt skin is now peeling off...
and i am abit nervous to see my fren...

anyway, i enjoy the whole trip...even though we cycled for hours...adventure is fun....:):)

2007-11-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

when u tease A and B...will they end up together? will they date each other??

i dunno about u...
but for me, the answer is no...

there are so many couples who got hooked up all of a sudden...
or date each other unexpectedly....
or like each other without themselves knowing that they actually like each other...

EVEN THOUGH they are teased wif some1 else....

teasing is just meant to bring fun....
to brighten the atmosphere when there's nothing to talk..

also, when u know that C loves D and D loves C, u wont tease them as u know that they are being serious...but u will talk behind their back...
'hei hei, do u know that C and D are actually together '
'reli?'...so unbelievable'
'so, C doesn like E ( C's teasing partner)...but got attached to D all of a sudden...OMG'

so the more u tease A and B, the more unlikely they will date each other...
thru teasing, u can develop good feelings for one another...but nt love feelings..

abit wu liao.....haha....
and things always happen unexpectedly...if things happen according to ur expectations, there will be no surprise (Xiu 2007)

2007-11-25T00:47:00.000+08:00

i should sleep now..
i should get my beauty sleep now..
my pimples are proliferating...
mebbe they aren pimples...but just red rashes due to hot weather...
try to live in denial...
i cant sleep...
slept for 2 hours this evening...
the hot weather and flies here make me feeling very lazy to go out...
and i cant wait to go back home...
cant wait to escape the unbearable summer here...
feel weird wearing jacket...'YF, so hot and u're wearing jacket...OMG'...
i want to swim in malaysia...so i cant afford to get tanned here....
and i hope that i will pass pass pass pass pass all my papers...
Hope that i am done wif my 1st year...
i wont have to restudy for supp paper..
and wont have to come back here for supp paper...
thought of going back wif flawless fair skin...
but no-no...i am getting darker and having more pimples...
I miss winter.....
just-nice weather...and no flies....
moving to george james nx monday...and flying back nx thurs...and reaching Ayer Tawar nx saturday...
this is another lame post from the LAME HAMSTER...

15 of us....KLIA , Malaysia...*we look so innocent*..

2007-11-13T12:12:00.000+08:00

pharm biol test was .....HARD!!!!
Andrew Crowe is sooo smart...
gave us 5 options for MCQ and caused us to run out of option..
A ) la la la
B) la la la
C) la la la
D) all the above
E) none of the above..

and essay questions were as shitty...

and i needa get at least 45% to pass....
AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH.............

2007-11-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

Different ppl may have different opinions...

But for me, the underlying criteria that can bring cherished relationship ( friendship, love-ship or whatever 'ship') are the unspoken bond and commitment between each other…

u dun have to tell each other or the whole world how important he/she is to u, but u know among urselves how important the relationship is to each other …

and u treasure this relationship so much that u feel urself committed in this relationship..

u trust that person..

u will tell that person everything..

u will think of him/her when u are planning outings.

u will want to have fun with him/her..

u do not want him/her to miss the fun

u will buy food for him/her when u are out and u know that he/she is alone at home..

but in reality, it’s hard to achieve this cherished relationship..

I agree wif Yee Shay that life isn similar to barter system...

in a relationship, U may not get back the same amount of effort u’ve put in ...

And different ppl will have different perceptions on what a cherished relationship is..

U may feel that commitment is important to u but not to him/her…

u can’t expect him/her to treat u like the way u treat him/her...

U may tell him/her everything…

But he/she may not tell u everything…and the worst thing is when u find out about him/her from some1 else...

Ok…I am not emo-ing…

Just that the above-mentioned things have been in my mind for quite some time...

2007-11-09T12:22:00.000+08:00

周杰伦-彩虹
Jay Chou- Rainbow

作曲:周杰伦作词:周杰伦
Lyrics:Jay Chou

哪里有彩虹告诉我
Na li you cai hong gao su wo
Tell me where the rainbow is

能不能把我的愿望还给我
Neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo
Could you still give me back my wish

为什么天这么安静
Wei shen me tian zhe me an jing
Why is the sky so silent?

所有的云都跑到我这里
Suo you de yun dou pao dao wo zhe li
All of the clouds are running to me

有没有口罩一个给我
You mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo
Is there a mask for me?

释怀说了太多就成真不了
Shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao
Recalling too much of the past words can accomplish nothing

也许时间是一种解药
Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao
Perhaps time is a kind of antidote

也是我现在正服下的毒药
Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao
and also the first poison I’m taking now

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
Kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen me shui de zhao
I could not see your smile, how can I sleep well

你的身影这么近我却抱不到
Ni de shen ying zhe me jing wo que bao bu dao
Your silhouette is so close to me, yet I cannot embrace it

没有地球太阳还是会绕
Mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao
Without earth, the sun can still circle around

没有理由我也能自己走
Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou
Without reasons, I also can walk alone

你要离开我知道很简单
Ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan
You want to go away, I know that is very easy

你说依赖是我们的阻碍
Ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zu ai
You said dependence is our obstacle

就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
Jiu suan fang kai dan neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai
Even if we break up, but couldn’t you not receive my love

当作我最后才明白
Dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai
Assuming I’m the last to understand

2007-11-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

this pic aptly depicts my situation now...
there are so many things that i needa study ( not study but memorise )for pharmaceutics...
and i dun have enuff time...
my mind cant register evrything in such a short period of time...
and i haven started on Pharm Prac...
and it is already Tuesday...
SHIT...

on the other hand,i feel so blessed for having wonderful frens back in my hometown...
*i am nt saying that my friends here aren as good as them..*:P:P

one of them always entertains me when i feel bored or bekchek...:):)
one called me to ask what i want...despite the expensive phone call..
one was concern about me when he saw my display msg..( feeling moodie moonie)
one even asked me for my whereabout so that he can put Perth time in his laptop..
one told me nt to worry when i told him that our relationship is deteriorating...they will make me talk if i have nothing to talk to them..

i apologise for shooting 2 of u yesterday...and for doubting the way u treat me...
i will still remain the bubbly, crazy, sporty, 'sakai', Ayer Tawar Yee Fang...:):)

MY FAMILY

2007-11-05T14:40:00.000+08:00

After 5 months, my ‘family’ members here including me have undergone huge transformation….

We sent one very ‘leng chai’ pic of old Jeng to him and his response was “enough! Or I stomp into unit 8 and rob the laptop. ”…haha….

Without further ado, lemme show my cute yet funny ‘family’ pic…

*close ur eyes*

*close ur eyes*

*close ur eyes*

*close ur eyes*

*close ur eyes*

*close ur eyes*

*close ur eyes*

TADA!!!!
the latest family pic....taken last saturday...

And my family has grown exponentially…

now, there are 12 ppl in my family...and it is still growing...

Thanks to papa and mama...

within this short period of time :

Papa and mama are getting closer and closer despite the fact that papa is married to another woman...
Papa is attracted to the beautiful,photogenic, seductive 'yilai' ..
and papa and yilai have one daughter who modeled for multicultural night...
biasalah, beauty gene runs in the family...

Even though mama has to share her husband’s love, mama finally forgives papa for his wrongdoing of committing adultery...

And mama’s relationship wif papa’s new wife is good as well…..they were teammates in their duel against Rima…

2nd Koko is already married to 'Snow White'

1st Koko is always missing...haha...

And my family is getting richer and prospering…

Papa and mama manage to hire a gardener to wipe out the ever-growing weeds..

and popo is still the goddess of the family…despite her old age, she is still the genius of the family…

and gu gu is currently working in subway Harbourtown…

Last but not least, I am enjoying myself more and more in Perty Perth... :):)

i wonder what will i feel on November 29...

no more crappy thoughts...back to dig my nose in books...

*family members--> feel free to leave comment....hehe*

2007-11-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

wat do u think of this photo? a blind girl or a 'yan' gal in sunnies...haha...

this is a story of a supposed to be specky gal who went shopping incarousel wif her 2 comrades...

The weather was so hot and the sun was so glaring and bright that she couldn open her small eyes…

So, she wore sunnies borrowed from her housemate…

After spending quite some time in Cotton On looking , choosing and trying clothings, the shopaholic gang moved to West.Co and again the cycle begun…..

2 model wannabes

Then, off they went to Coles and Garden Fresh to get stuff for cell tmr and rushed to the bus stop to catch the one-hourly bus…

The bus was late and they cam-whored for a while…

The supposed to be specky gal: hei, I look like a blind person in this sunnies…look better without sunnies…

The spongebob squarepants gal: ya, I think I told u before, right??

The bought-the-most-stuff gal: *continue to cam-whore non-stop*

The supposed to be specky gal (still in sunnies): hei, hei, the bus is here….get ready to board the bus… (Carrying bags of goods and went up the staircase terumbang-ambingly to balance herself)

A nice woman behind the specky gal: STAIRCASE!!!

The specky gal ignored her and walked towards the seats laughing non-stop….

Haha…so the sunnies does make her look like a blind person…but thanks to the nice woman for trying to help her…

The bought-the-most-stuff gal: u ignored her, she must be thinking that u are blind and deaf…

Ha-ha..

The supposed to be specky gal and The spongebob squarepants gal....note the writings on the supposed to be specky gal's t-shirt.....YOU CAN IMPRESS ME BY SHUTTING UP....

The supposed to be specky gal and the bought-the-most-stuff gal

Top 10 of the week

2007-10-31T21:43:00.000+08:00

1. currently addicted to ‘Back Here’ by BBMak and ‘Melody’ by David Tao and badminton….

2. and Perth is getting hotter and currently invaded wif flies….bigger and braver than those in malaysia…they will follow u wherever u go and stick to u…SO BEK CHEK…

3. Just finished all the assessment tests for evry units, and 1.5 weeks to go for the final exams…….And I got 50 %.....(2 zeros and 2 perfect scores )…*applause*…for my pharmaceutics prac exam…2 zeroes cause I gave the wrong advice to the patient in the labels…And In pharmaceutics, there’s no mark for method or partially correct answer…it’s either u get it right or wrong…

4. some nice and meaningful quotes

a. In real life, the patient will either die or survive….there’s no partially alive thingy in real life …so we cant afford to be careless (Sargeant 2007)àbtw, he is my ex-tutor, very leng chai one…

b. It’s always the unexpected thing that will happen….

If everything happens according to ur expectation, there will be no excitement in life... (Chuang 2007)…

5. Revising pharm biol lab reports the day before the exam…how i HATE PHARM BIOL..it's so piggy..

6. dun understand why some ppl can stay in their room all the time without having any entertainment

7. Thinking what caused me to choose pharmacy as my future career…

When I was small, my ambitions were to become a barber, typist, clerk, and teacher…Being a pharmacist is a complete contrast to my previous low-class ambitions…haha

8. Thinking why carelessness is taking control over me...

9. Went shopping and eating in carousel today…bought 1 dress and 1 t-shirt… and drank milk shakes in fast eddy’s…nice nice…

10. looking at my pimple-less pictures over and over again when i feel bored of studying..

Being random….wanna share some pics in my phone…

this is what i did in human biol lec....playing cop-cop fingerprint wif 'eric'..

feeling burpy???
try burpless cucumber...available in carousel...

my lab supervisor, me and Siaw Tze

CAN i SCREAM ??

2007-10-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

had nightmare last night...
and i woke up for a while in the middle of the night and screamed...
luckily i dun have to share room wif some1...
and i was too sleepy and i slept again after that...

trying hard to remmeber my dream, but i cant....
and now , i feel like screaming....
Pharm biol is driving me crazy...
i dun understand the questions...and i feel like a loser and an idiot.....
how i wish i am now at the top of the mountain/hill/skyscraper and scream my lungs out..
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa.................
does any1 want to join me?

FeeLINGless

2007-10-25T20:23:00.000+08:00

well, i dunno weter i should feel sad or bekchek now...
pharmaceutics assessment test result is out...
and i got damn low marks...
i dunno what did i do wrong....cause the test paper was overall ok...i could do most of the questions...and i even had time to check ...unless i did some damnin careless mistakes without the silly me realising them...that cause me damn lotsa marks...
getting super good marks isn what i want..
but my marks now is just too depressingly low...
and my whole pharmacy coursemates will have known my shitty marks by now...
thanks to myself for distributing my student id and my password to evry1...
stupid me for publicising myself...
i just wanna vent out my anger.....
DAMN IT....

{*unicef 淡水小仓鼠맛없는 물에서 온 작은 햄스터 } -----> 1 month to go for ultimate freedom....... says (8:57 PM):
haha..
my test result is out..
for one test..
*wwfhSlOkE㋡½ (C) 묘(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅d̲̅u̲̅n̲̅h̲̅i̲̅l̲̅l̲̲̅̅_̅_̅_̅()ڪے ☑Man.Utd fan says (8:57 PM):
how was it?
{*unicef 淡水小仓鼠맛없는 물에서 온 작은 햄스터 } -----> 1 month to go for ultimate freedom....... says (8:57 PM):
and i got like super low..
haha..
i was shocked..
cause i could do most of the question
*wwfhSlOkE㋡½ (C) 묘(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅d̲̅u̲̅n̲̅h̲̅i̲̅l̲̅l̲̲̅̅_̅_̅_̅()ڪے ☑Man.Utd fan says (8:57 PM):
huh? super low or high?
{*unicef 淡水小仓鼠맛없는 물에서 온 작은 햄스터 } -----> 1 month to go for ultimate freedom....... says (8:57 PM):
low
*wwfhSlOkE㋡½ (C) 묘(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅d̲̅u̲̅n̲̅h̲̅i̲̅l̲̅l̲̲̅̅_̅_̅_̅()ڪے ☑Man.Utd fan says (8:57 PM):
but its pass right?
{*unicef 淡水小仓鼠맛없는 물에서 온 작은 햄스터 } -----> 1 month to go for ultimate freedom....... says (8:57 PM):
ya..
but borderline..
*wwfhSlOkE㋡½ (C) 묘(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅d̲̅u̲̅n̲̅h̲̅i̲̅l̲̅l̲̲̅̅_̅_̅_̅()ڪے ☑Man.Utd fan says (8:58 PM):
nice wat
{*unicef 淡水小仓鼠맛없는 물에서 온 작은 햄스터 } -----> 1 month to go for ultimate freedom....... says (8:58 PM):
ngam ngam average..
*wwfhSlOkE㋡½ (C) 묘(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅d̲̅u̲̅n̲̅h̲̅i̲̅l̲̅l̲̲̅̅_̅_̅_̅()ڪے ☑Man.Utd fan says (8:58 PM):
hehehe
{*unicef 淡水小仓鼠맛없는 물에서 온 작은 햄스터 } -----> 1 month to go for ultimate freedom....... says (8:58 PM):
haha..
*wwfhSlOkE㋡½ (C) 묘(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅d̲̅u̲̅n̲̅h̲̅i̲̅l̲̅l̲̲̅̅_̅_̅_̅()ڪے ☑Man.Utd fan says (8:58 PM):
tis shows tat u hav changed !
u r no longer the studious YF
{*unicef 淡水小仓鼠맛없는 물에서 온 작은 햄스터 } -----> 1 month to go for ultimate freedom....... says (8:58 PM):
cuase if i dun do well nw..i have to struggle more for finals..
ya..i am no longer studious..
haha..
i am more happening nw..
*wwfhSlOkE㋡½ (C) 묘(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅d̲̅u̲̅n̲̅h̲̅i̲̅l̲̅l̲̲̅̅_̅_̅_̅()ڪے ☑Man.Utd fan says (8:58 PM):
yalor
much better
hahaha
*wwfhSlOkE㋡½ (C) 묘(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅d̲̅u̲̅n̲̅h̲̅i̲̅l̲̅l̲̲̅̅_̅_̅_̅()ڪے ☑Man.Utd fan says (8:59 PM):
but u seem happy
n tats a great point
no worry
life shud be happy
{*unicef 淡水小仓鼠맛없는 물에서 온 작은 햄스터 } -----> 1 month to go for ultimate freedom....... says (8:59 PM):
yaya..
haha..

*thanks hsloke for trusting me, occupying me when i am bored, taking care of me, and listening to me when i feel crazily down...*

i am not as smart and hardworking as thought by evry1...
so dun bother asking me academic question cause i will have no damn idea about it...
and i hereby declare that exam is fully dependent on luck...
no point mugging like hell cause luck will be the main determining factor...
and i shld accept the fact that i got __ for that seems-to-be-ok-but-turns-out-bad test...
and thanks to lukman for lending me ur ears...
i know complaining non-stop in IGA and from IGA to VH was abit too much...haha....

and i am currently addicted to this song...my destiny by Katherine McPHee...
*please spare some time to go thru the lyrics* super meaningful..

"My Destiny"

I have always dreamed of this
I'll admit that there was something I missed
Wonderin' if it is for real
Every mistake, every wrong turn
Every time I lost my way
Led me to this, moment of bliss, tonight

[CHORUS:]
With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be

You were always by my side
That you believed in me was enough reason why
I didn't stop, didn't give up
Even if I sometimes lost hope
I did my best, and I am blessed
In life

[CHORUS:]
With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned to be

Can I get any higher
Tell me, does it get any stronger?
I owe it to you, that I made it through
I never could've done it, without you

[CHORUS:]
With you, I can break free, yeah
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be

[CHORUS:]
Oh, cause of you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be
I've realized that it's my destiny

thanks to YIJIA for finding me this song...:):)
p/s-->i am not in the mood of jiwang-ing.....or looking at suai ge ( Lee Dong Wook) or whatsoever...

enjoy~~~~~our~~~~life~~~~~to ~~~~~the~~~~~fullest~~~~~~

2007-10-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

'over you' by Chris Daughtry and 'P/S, i am still not over you' by Rihanna are on my playlist now...
listening to these 2 songs over and over again...
and oni now, i realise that these 2 songs actually contradict each other...
haha...

and i just called my family....
i admit i call them everyday...if not, i will text them...
but our conversation jz now was so fun and special....
talked for 22.50 minutes wif my cousin sis, dad and my mum....
and my parents and my brother have a family photo together in the studio without me...*hish*...
and it is hung in the living room....
i shld have edited the photo before they hung it...haha......
and i will force them to fix streamyx end of this year...:):)

and i realise that my twin cousin sisters are having their 5th birthday tomolo...
i can still remember vividly their tiny hands, bodies and eyes when they were few days old...
i can still remember measuring them wif my hands...haha...
they were twice the size of the length from the tip of my thumb to the tip of my tiny finger..
and i remember changing their nappy ( oni when they urinate), feeding them, carrying them, bringing them to kindergarten, singing-along wif them, shouting at them till they cried (hehe), chasing after them and bullying them...haha...and teaching them some not-good-to-learn stuff like blowing bubble wif our saliva...haha...
and i miss them calling me 'yee fang ji ji' ( fuchou)....
and also, i always asked them , 'tell me, who do u think is fatter ? yi yi or uncle, yiyi or chui chui ji ji, yi yi or yee fang ji ji, etc...
and haha....because they didn know what fat is, they will always mention the second name...haha...

Fanny and Fenny, i wish u happy 5th birthday...!!!

the most fun lab i've ever had

2007-10-20T09:38:00.000+08:00

had the best lab i've ever had yesterday.....
and i laughed the whole lab session....
we needed to work in a group of three ; one urine donater ( Lukman), data recorder ( me) and one urine analyser ( Jia Huei )
firstly, the urine donater had to drink 750ml (4 cups) of caffeine...
caffeine buatan supervisor i think...
coffee powder+ water (room temperature)....
with no added sugar ( mebbe no sugar cause the coffee powder is sugar-free )...
*imagine his disgusted face *......
and he had to pee evry 20 minutes and measure the volume of urine in a cylindrical measure....

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
*that's what i did throughout the lab session....laughing and laughing and laughing....laughing at Lukman and Jia Huei for their good deeds......

for further info, check out this blog
http://luckystar87.blogspot.com/

and these are some hilarious/funny/humorous quotes from yesterday's lab...
supervisor--> for guys, it is easier if u pee straight into the cylindrical measure....for girls, it is better if u pee to a beaker and pour ur urine into the cylindrical measure...

Lukman-->i am so sick of pee-ing..tired..* he looked frail and weak like he has js given birth to a baby *

Jeng--> while happily chatting wif JH and me, suddenly he checked the stop watch and said ,'i have to pee.'

p/s--> and one guy spilled his urine on the bench just beside JH...cheers to JH cause she managed to save herself and Lukman's urine from the spilled urine....for me, i laughed and laughed again....hahahahhahahahahahhaha

2007-10-19T00:24:00.000+08:00

there are so many andrews....
there are the church andrew, the 'leng chai' andrew and the lecturer andrew
and this sunday, i will see the church andrew...
and nx tuesday, i will see the 'leng chai' andrew...
but nx monday, i will face the terror of seeing the 3rd andrew....

he is my tutor cum lecturer for pharm biol...
and i know he is going to shoot me questions and talk non-stop and stare at me for answers...
and he is my ex-bf....
he was ( mebbe is) in my list of 20 ( mebbe 18 or 19) guys chosen by my 'mum' and 'baby sis'...
just pray and hope that wif our 'past' relationship , he wont shoot me wif questions...

the unravelled mysteries of unit 8

2007-10-17T15:52:00.000+08:00

After staying here for 8.5 months, I finally conclude that unit 8, vickery house is full of mysteries….

1. the lost umbrella
it happened one day before the inspection day…i put it in the lounge and I still saw it there before I went to sleep…the next morning, when I woke up from sleep…I couldn find it…it has miraculously disappeared….i asked around and even wrote sth on the noticeboard about the mysterious incident...but to no avail…it is lost but not-found…
Cant blame the cleaners cause it wasn there even before the inspection…
Unless there were some visitors who came when I was in my room and took it and dun bother to return me…
And now I am umbrella-less….and yijia, I take back my words when I told u that I am not bek-chek wif the lost umbrella…it’s quite cheap..and I actually got it for free…
I feel bekchek when it rains ….and I dun have the one and only one umbrella of mine wif me…

2. the lost skipping rope
ok, it is not oni me who lost sth in unit 8…yijia’s skipping rope has also miraculously disappeared…

3. the un-see-able thing on the sofa
another mystery…..the un-see-able thing has been ‘living’ in the lounge for weeks….and the funny thing is the owner doesn bother to pick it up…if the owner wants to abandon it, cant she provide it with a better place to die ( or mebbe live) peacefully??
And imagine the embarrassment when you are alone in the kitchen-lounge area with 2 guys walking around that area???!!!!
Or imagine the embarrassment when guys walk past the sofa where the thing sits ???!!!
To the mysterious owner….i hope u can do sth about ur thing…..

i am not sleepy....

2007-10-15T03:35:00.000+08:00

it's already 3.40 am in the morning....
and i am not sleepy....
the determination to finish my pharm biol presentation keeps me awake....
i am quite happy that i 've finished preparing my notes for the sickening pharm biol presentation nx monday...
undeniably evry1 in my msn list is unavailable....
i am now listening to this song...over you by chris daughtry...
i've been listening to this song for countless times since i got it from yijia....
exams are stressing me out and i start to emo...
why am i still feeling stressed out???...
is it because after years of being so kiasu, this kiasuism is deeply engraved in me?
and so i feel stressful cause i long for achievement ??
no no no...i wont allow that to happen.....
i wont allow my history to repeat itself....
kiasuism will just bring sadness, tears and hurt to urself....
and i dun wan myself to feel down again....
so i shall sleep now....and enjoy my life to the fullest...

i am not scared of u, exams...

2007-10-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

i am super duper full nw.....we had dinner wif thomas and david...and laughed at thomas' physical similarity (face oniy )to Donnie Yen...for ur info, Donnie Yen is an actor....and u can read this blog to check out their facial similarity....
http://seraphishme.blogspot.com/

and i do hope that today's dinner is ok...passable...yijia said that today's vege isn as good as before....:(:(...

and my killer week is coming....damn....i 've just brought forward my test to this fri...cause i dun think i have the mental strength to take 4 tests in a week....
these are my 'enemies'....
19 oct- human biol test
22 oct- pharm biol presentation
23 oct-human biol prac
24 oct-pharmaceutics test
30 oct-pharmaceutics lab test
31 oct-pharm biol lab test

finals-----> 12 nov till 20 nov....
and i HATE PRESENTATION....i rather have test than presentation....

and specially to 'tests/exams/presentation'
i hereby declare war against u....i am not scared of u...and i wont give up.....

as i had mentioned before, i will talk about my little adventure in Wesley college when i got the photos....and here i am...to blog about the cute adventure....

after the badminton game last sunday, our driver, Thomas was talking on the phone wif his brother discussing about his dinner....and no1 realised that the person-in-charge had actualy locked the main gate....and we were left stranded in darkness in Wesley college...luckily , Thomas brought his camera and we managed to cam-whore the whole time while waiting for help.....

and u guys shld be thankful to me for having sharp eyes...hehe...i was the one who saw the cleaner....hehe...

some stupid pics of us....

Xin ying, me and Jia Huei acting worried
we are bad actors......where's the sad face???
while waiting to be rescued....best time to cam-whore.....

ok...i am getting very lame....
i have to continue studying now....

......

2007-10-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

i just came back from cell....and i love today's words very much....
i love lynn's way of delivering the whole message....and i like her attitude...bursting wif confidence and she is super friendly....

and i oso realise that i am nt the only one who feel depressed today...
before cell, i emo-ed...
and haha.. i need to hug some1 to soothe myself.....
so thanks to Siaw Tze for allowing me to hug u....
i reli appreaciate that...and i feel better after talking to u and hugging u...:)

and today's words reli soothe my depressed heart...
evry1 has their own distinct abilities and characteristics....
yellow tulips shouldn transform themselves into pink tulips just because the pink ones are more adorable....
even if we are nt the tulips but the daisies at the corner, we shld come to realization that we are all distinctly different from each other..
imagine the world whereby evry1 is the same...and where evry1 can easily transform into a sought-after figure....wat will happen to this world?...there wont be any variation....

and God will prune us oni and oni if we allow ourselves to be pruned by Him...
and it doesn matter what kind of fruits we are...cause we are all the same in His eyes....and we are blessed with our own hidden talents...

and i am currently feeling very stressful...so many exams around the corner...and i dunno weter i've made the correct decision for my exam date......just hope that evrything will be fine...

new resolutions...

2007-10-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

Well, I know it’s nt the beginning of the year , but I wanna make a few resolutions… (no serious affair here :P:P) and this blog is nt meant to insult any1…:P:P

1. I shouldn announce to the whole world how much I miss home, hometown frens, Malaysian food, la la la….( I shld think of those whose circumstances forbid them from going back and also, ppl will get sick of me ):P

2. I shld stop reminiscing about my past and comparing others…but I shld move forward to the future… ( wat I wanna convey here is I shld stop saying, ‘my ex-housemates/hometown frens are better in the sense that _____________’, ‘I miss them because they are___________.’ ) I shld ( nt shld, but must) stop saying that because there ‘s no way I can turn back time….and I shld treasure those around me…it’s just the matter of adapting to each other…and getting use to different characteristics….

And I personally believe the idiom, ‘absence makes the heart grow fonder’ is very true….we oni start to miss and treasure each other when we are faraway from each other….. I’ve never missed my frens back home when I am ‘near’ to them…we quarreled, shot each other etc… and now I can feel that their presence reli makes lotsa difference in my life..:)

And this Chinese idiom is oso true...不打不相识
If u dun quarrel wif each other, u wont be able to know that person better…
So, quarreling isn a bad thing afterall…:P:P:P………

i am a university student now as evident in the following pic...so i have to grow up...be more mature in thinking....woot~~~

boring

2007-10-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

boring ...
boring...
boring...
life is boring....
when u are bored, there's no1 who wanna chat wif u....
when u are bored, nobody will reply u in msn even though u disturb them...
when u are bored, u will check ur facebook and friendster again and again..and there's nothing new...
when u are bored, u wil hunt for blogs and read 'em...but unfortunately, there's no more blog left for me to read...
when u are bored, u will start to think about mou la lang stuff...

any suggestion on how to relieve my boredom???

Pledging Love

2007-10-08T01:38:00.000+08:00

i am nt sleepy nw...
but i have to sleep..
it's already 1.47am ...
mebbe the 2-hour badminton game provides me additional energy to keep awake...
quite fun :):) ..minus a few not-so-fun things when playing..
and 4 of us actually got locked inside the college...(will blog abt it when i got the pictures)

and just suddenly, today's sermon in church came across my mind...
lemme share wif evryone....as sharing is caring....

wat's covenant loyalty??
A covenant is a formal written agreement between two or more people or groups of people which is recognized in law (collins dictionary 2007)
and i am very sure that evry1 knows wat loyalty is...

well, covenant loyalty is a special kind of love....
the Hebrew word for it is Hesed which means steadfast love/faithfulness/loyalty
and we pledge it when we are
baptised (when we commit ourselves spititually to God)
married ( marriage-a sacred union btwn a gal and a guy.....and i googled for this marriage vow , "To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish 'till death do us part )
and when we have children

and this Hesed loyalty( faithful/steadfast love) will bring u not oni blessings in the form kindness or happiness but also great pain.......

when we care or love some1, we are actually giving that person right and consent to hurt us...(this is very true...:P:P)
in Hesed, we are vulnerable to being hurt....

today's sermon was very well-said...and i like it so much...:):)
even wif the pain attached to Hesed, Hesed is sth wonderful if u "carry" it well...
let's Hesed one another...:):):):)

cottlesloe beach,,,

2007-10-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

it's saturday again...woohoo~~~~
despite having human biol test on wednesday and a busy week ahead, my cell-mates ( Thomas, Darrel, Da Yong and Sarah) and i went to cottlesloe... no wonder it is claimed to be the most famous beach here..the sand is white and it's very Aussie-beach-like here...( lotsa ppl sunbathing and we were the odd ones wearing decent attire...:):)...

me in cottlesloe...woot~~~~
*insert*---> look at the person behind....:P:P

from left : me, sarah, thomas and da yong...darrel is the photographer...

our driver, thomas.....playing guitar in the beach??!!!

ooo...i am nt a pervert k....took this pic to show aussie's beach culture...
luckily my camera can be zoomed quite clearly :P:P

went to harvest cafe, north freo for breakfast...wah...so cottage-like, peaceful, serene la la la...... not oni the cafe is nice...even the price of the food is nice...
i ordered blueberry suffle which costs me $15....$15 (rm 45) gone just for breakfast alone....quite expensive...but i dun come to this place frequently..so once in a while is ok-lar~~~~

my blueberry cake souffle that costs $15 (rm 45)...waaaaaa...........

thomas and darrel ordered the same food....$17......

da yong's food......$16 or $17...cant remember....

and i am currently broke....and i am one shade darker....aaarrrggghhhh.....
p/s: i just cooked roti canai ....yee fang's style...woot~~~~

i am sorry........

2007-10-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

to those who trust me and tell me their problems/'xin1 shi4'....

i wanna admit that i am a bad listener and a bad console-r...
i will either say nothing and just nod my head and say 'dun feel down' OR
i will shut u down by 'shooting' u back or giving sarcastic remarks to u OR
i will ask u 'what do u want me to say?'

i willl be speechless, tactless and have no idea how to respond...
Anyway, thanks for trusting me...
will try my best to console u and stop myself from being sarcastic at times...

遗失的美好

2007-09-29T18:53:00.000+08:00

ENJOY !!!...hehe...

歌曲：遗失的美好(海豚湾恋人电视)
演唱：张韶涵
translator: Yee Fang the dwarf hamster and bugs

海的思念绵延不绝
hai de si nian mian yan bu jue
the unbreakable waves ( ombak rindu yang tak terputus-putus)
终于和天在地平线交会
zhong yu he tian zai di ping xian jiao hui
finally meets with the sky in the horizon
爱如果走得够远
ai ru guo zuo de gou yuan
if love can go far enough
应该也会跟幸福相见
ying gai ye hui gen xin fu xiang jian
should be able to meet with happiness

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
cheng nuo chang chang hen xiang hu die
promises are always like butterflies..
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
mei li de fei pan xuan ran hou bu jian
flying gracefully in circles and disappear
但我相信你给我的誓言
dan wo xiang xin ni gei wo de shi yan
i believe the promises you've made
就像一定会来的春天
jiu xiang yi ding hui lai de chun tian
will just be like spring that will certainly arrives

我始终带着你爱的微笑
wo shi zhong dai zhe ni ai de wei xiao
from the start till the end, i always carry the smiles that u love
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
yi lu shang xun zhao wo yi shi de mei hao
all the way searching for the lost 'good'
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
bu xiao xin dang lei hua guo zui jiao
when tears accidentally roll pass the corner of the mouth
就用你握过的手抹掉
jiu yong ni wo guo de shou mo diao
use the hand you once hold to wipe them away
再多的风景也从不停靠
zai duo de feng jing ye cong bu ting kao
never stop during the journey
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
zhi yi xin xun zhao wo yi shi de mei hao
will continue searching for the lost 'good'
有的人说不清哪里好
you de ren shuo bu qing na li hao
sometimes, u just don't get what's good about someone
但就是谁都替代不了
dan jiu shi shui ye ti dai bu liao
but somehow, he is Irreplaceable

在最开始的那一秒
zai zui kai shi de na yi miao
at the very beginning of that second
有些事早已经注定要到老
you xie shi zao yi jing zhu din gyao dao lao
some things are already meant to last "for a long time"

虽然命运爱开玩笑
sui ran ming yun ai kai wan xiao
even though fate loves to joke
真心会和真心遇到
zhen xin hui he zhen xin yu dao
true heart will eventually meet with true heart

the 'and' post...

2007-09-29T16:37:00.000+08:00

blog is indeed a marvelous and wonderful invention and creation of some1 smart and talented to assist and help random and boring people like me and you-name-it to publicise and show off our randomness and crazy pics and to express and deliver our feelings and emotions and to reduce and minimise our boredom and la la la la la .....

was studying and am blogging to reduce boredom...
was looking at the pics in my lappie and am choosing pics to be uploaded here...
was telling my frens to send me group pic and am choosing pics from their friendster...
was thinking of wat to write and am conveying my thoughts here..

REMINISCING THE PAST AND MISSING
the 1987 GANG ( *cop cop* i am not born in 1987)
the Deepavali celebration in Uma's house my twin cousin sister ( so CUTE)
my cousin sis (during the twins' birthday)
the lepak-uno-yumcha-snap-until-dunno-wat-time night in my lovely and cosy house at Taman Selamat (the Garden of security) in tasteless water
the crazy AyerTawarian/TastelessWaterian in Tasteless Water

plus plus ++ my slim and thin and un-fat and childish and immature and bla bla bla looking face....

haha...very lame post...enjoy reading la~~~~~
have to continue mugging and reading and memorisin and baca-ing and looking at books and browsing thru the notes and utilising my tiny yet saturated brain and _______.....

i am not complaining.......

2007-09-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

this post is oni for those who are super duper 'sien'....
and i wanna reiterate that i am not complaining or whatsoever....mebbe i am.....but i just wanna voice out my 'bekchekness' regarding my final exam timetable...super shitty...( that 's wat blog is for ....for voicing out ur dislikeness )

1st feeling-shitty reason
--> exams are from 12 nov till 19 nov....and i am going back oni on the 29th...10 days to 'enjoy'??!!! should have booked an earlier flight and enjoy myself in tasteless water..
--> so , it isn true that pharmacy students always end their exams on the last day of exam week...

2nd feeling-shitty reason
--> 5 papers in a week...and 2 mugging biology papers in a day...( how i hate human biology man...first day somemore...will just lower my self-confidence thruout the exam week...stayed up till 4am for my past Human biol prac exam and i hope history wont repeat again...)

the positive side of the not-so-bad-anyway exam timetable
1. luckily, pharmaceutics and pharm biol arent placed on the same day...
2. exams end early and i will have extra 10 days in Perthy Perth to enjoy....going back soon so i shld kiss goodbye to Perth in a much more draggy and lengthy manner...

well, have been slacking alot this holiday...and have to start mugging soon...4th week of october will be my killer week...2 tests and presentation on the same week...so, gotta get serious....no more fooling around or taking lame crazy pics or acting cute......

and went to city beach this morning...woke up at 7am...few pics to show off...hehe..

me and jac.....i know i look short here...but that's me...*be confidence in urself* :P:P

acting cute bt end up looking like 'hamsap po' here...haha...

sien sien sien.....

2007-09-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

i am so sien now.....
chatted wif HC for a while...
asking me for the cheapest flight ticket to Australia...
and i am so jealous of him...
he is currently in Seoul....
and on his way back to Malaysia, he will stop by and visit other countries wif his gf and frens...
we came from the same kampung, taught by the same teachers, grew up together etc...
and he is now touring the world.....
while i am still sitting in front of my laptop....staring at it while i type this post...
feeling homesick even though i am going back soon....
suddenly i feel that my life is so blank......
eat, sleep, study, lame chatting wif frens.....
so far, australia is the first country that i've ever visited ...without this precious scholarship,i will just stay confined in Malaysia...
attended fren's convo yesterday....
and again, i feel so jealous of her and other graduates...
wearing graduation hat/robe, holding flowers and teddy bears, smiling non-stop, taking photos wif frens and their loved ones...
wish that i can either turn back time or move to the future....which i know is impossible

new blog skin....

2007-09-26T00:22:00.000+08:00

spent the whole night choosing and creating new blog skin for my beloved blog....and wat's the outcome...???!!!! nobody knows the way to access to my blog.....wat a waste of effort....below are the comments given by reader-reader....

Yi Tyeng---> where's the content?
Hsiu Li-----> ya lor, where?
Prince V---> a click away to immerse into the world of hope......a click away...????how???
Jeng---->there's nothing in her blog.....( when he found out the way to access to this blog, he condemned the designer....stupid designer)
Thomas----> why is ur blog inaccessible?

and nw..i have to self-promote my own blog....."click on the boxes to la la la la".... as if i am advertising my blog....

and the cbox wont refresh itself.....thus, there are repeated messages...
so many complications.....thanks to TEO YIJIA *clap hands*....for agreeing wif me to choose that blog skin....condemn me somemore....somemore

wont do anything at the moment...lazy...

不能說的秘密

2007-09-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

currently addicted to this song....
nice music, nice lyrics, evrything abt it is nice...
have been playing this song over and over again in my beloved lappie..
and i wanna take back all the negative comments about jay chou...
i think he is quite talented, quite ok-looking, sentimental, la la la....

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
As the cold coffee leaves the coaster

我忍住的情绪在很后面
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian
I desperately tried to hold my emotions far behind

拼命想挽回的从前
pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
Fighting hard to restore the past

在我脸上依旧清晰可见
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
On my face you can still see ever so clearly

最美的不是下雨天
zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
that rainy day wasn’t the most beautiful

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh~~
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
It’s the shelters that I once shared with you in the rain

回忆的画面
hui yi de hua mian
The pictures in my memory

在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
zai dang zhe qiu qian meng kai shi bu tian
While on the swings dreams become less sweet

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You told me that by gradually letting go I’d be able to go further

又何必去改变已错过的时间
you he bi qu gai bian ni cuo guo de shi jian
and why bother changing the times that you’ve missed

你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
ni yong ni de zhi jian zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
you used your fingertip to stop me from saying goodbye

想像你在身边在完全失去之前
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian
imaging you being by my side before you completely disappear

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You told me that by gradually letting go I’d be able to go further

或许命运的签只让我们遇见
huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian
Perhaps life’s destiny only allowed us to meet

只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
zhi rang wo men xiang lian zhe yi ji de qiu tian
(and) Only allowed us to love this one season of fall

飘落後才发现这幸福的碎片
piao luo hou cai fa xian zhe xing fu de sui pian
only after the pieces drifted down that I realized these are the pieces of happiness

要我怎麼捡
yao wo zen me jian
How do i pick them up

PLEASE JOIN THE FIGHT....

2007-09-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

i am feeling super full now after eating 2 pieces of cheesecake, garlic bread, mashed potato,pizza etc....

but i am nw very bekchek/frustrated/pissed off wif the pimples on my face....
never-ending break-outs...small red dots all over my face....some are swollen...
damn....cant they leave me alone???
why shld they terrorise my life for no reason?? i am currently not having any stress /tension /unhappiness or whatsoever
cant they let me go back to malaysia peacefully??
why do they have to pop out at this time????

looking back at my old photos wif blemish-free face cause me to curse my pimples again and again....

i HEREBY DECLARE A WAR AGAINST ZITS....LET'S JOIN THE FIGHT..!!!!!

homebound in 76 days

2007-09-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

feeling very happy today...dunno why....but always feel happy after chatting wif Xiu...( Xiu, u shld feel so proud that ur name is mentioned here)..
even though we always argued and shot each other, but u are always the antidote to all my unhappinesses....gone were the happy moments we had in intec...they are now history

haha...a more decent and better looking pic of us....

we may not have the present memories, but we have the past and future memories...(haha..sounds like i am dedicating something to my long distance bf)...
*fingers crossed* we have to try our very very best to bring success to all our future plans...woot~~~~....even though Perthy Perth is so far away from u....
and beside the NZ trip, mebbe we can visit shah alam once again to relive our memories...haha...

and i have an announcement to make----> i am going back to malaysia on the 29th of NOVEMBER .....i gonna tell the whole world the stuff that i am going to do and buy in MALAYSIA....have been thinking about that evry seconds and minutes ( exaggerating) even during lectures and tutorials..

things to eat in Malaysia
1. malay and mamak food ( nasi lemak and kuih-muih, roti canai, nasi briyani, roti naan, begedil, ayam rendang etc)
2. yau char kuei
3. dim sum
4. secret recipe- tomyam
5. different kinds of pau
6. chee cheong fun
7. different kinds of mee ( ayer tawar laksa, lu mee, kampuong mee, char kuei tiao, etc)
8. home-cooked food
9. spicy food
10. pisang and ubi keledek goreng
11. rojak
12. pasar malam food( burger, keropok lekor, bubble tea, popiah)
13.....the list goes on and on....and i am running out of idea nw....

things to do in Malaysia
1. shopping
2. mamak night or yum cha night wil hometown frens
3. Perak tour wif hometown frens
4. pillow talk wif hometown frens
5. watching tv on lazy chair
6. driving motorcycle/car
7. bullying my brother and my twin cousin sister
8. chattering non-stop wif parents
9. dye and highlight my hair
10.................

things to buy in Malaysia
1. clothings
2. shoes
3. printer ink
4. pen-drive
5. external hard-drive
6. evryhting.....haha

things to bring back to MAlaysia
1. wine/beer
2. chocolate ( Tim Tam )
3. koala bear soft toys
4. gift for mum, dad, bro ,sis, cousins, frens, relatives etc
5. honey honey
6. souveniers
7. nougat
8. unwanted stuff here.....haha...

wow...so many things to be bought from here and to be done in malaysia.....pls tell me if i miss out anything....

anyway, i had 2 pieces of cake yesterday....one ice-cream cake and chocolate mud cake....*fatty fatty*....will become *chubby bunny*....got to play fireworks...it was a blast....

playing fireworks at 1 sth in vickery house....celebrating ling weng's birthday

the reunion of 4 sisters after 6 months

2007-09-14T18:10:00.000+08:00

venue: my room ( hamutaro handkerchief as the proof)
time: about 1.15pm
photographer : Jon Jon

he was looking at my pics in my laptop and came across this old pic of 4 of us..coincidentally , 4 of us were in my room....
so , for the fun of comparing each others ( LW was wearing the same t-shirt..haha), we took a new pic with the same pose and position...woot~~~~

first pic- taken 17th February
2nd pic- taken today.. 14th September
haha...wat do reader-reader think of these 2 pics? hehe...

according to the photographer, i looked very under-developed ( mal-nourished) last time..
and finally, my mum managed to access to my blog....and according to her, her daughter has grown chubbier...rounder face...more grown up...haha....no longer having the childish face...look more mature....having more pimples nw.. and i look super fat in the pic taken in melbourne..

and my diet plan is getting more and more flexible..haha....still jog but i will not resist the temptation of chocolate and ice-cream... haha....

and surprisingly, my mum didn membebel about me dye-ing my hair or wearing lens...but still, she prefers me wearing specs cause i look slimmer in specs...haha...

anyway, i am happy that she finally saw the present YF...after 7 months... too bad there is no streamyx in my tasteless water house..and the connection is terrrrible....will tell them to apply for streamyx end of this year.....woot~~~

aku anak malaysia yang patriotik ???!!!!

2007-09-10T14:55:00.000+08:00

in conjunction dengan sambutan hari merdeka sabtu yang lepas, saya akan menulis dalam bahasa melayu hanya dan oni hanya untuk post ini....

rakan-rakan seperjuangan saya telah melibatkan diri dalam satu acara yang teramatlah 'menarik' sekali...upacara sambutan merdeka di Perth...negara kedua saya....kami perlu memakai suit cutting lelaki yang sangat smart dan unik sekali...ke-smart-an dan keunikan itu tiada bandingan...dan hanya pelajar tajaan JPA berpeluang untuk memakai suit yang super 'cun' itu...

suit cantik dan reben yang hanya dijumpai di kempen breast cancer... hanya berlainan warna

Rakan-rakan seperjuangan saya...dari kiri ke kanan : Lukman, yi tyeng, saya, lynda, hsiu li, yijia, ling weng, siaw tze, yie min , kiong zen dan amanda..

dress code kami ialah t-shirt merah atau putih.... sayalah yang paling berpatriotik ..pakai baju bendera malaysia..putih merah..

haha...bendera malaysia yang cantik

Yijia kata pose saya macam orang buta...

ada macam-macam gaya- ada yang pose dengan board,, muka masam dan berebut-rebut sesama sendiri...

cuaca pada pagi itu tersangatlah baik sekali....hujan henti hujan henti....panas tak panas...kami pun lari anak-anak keluar masuk khemah yang tak besar tak kecil itu...rumput-rumput yang basah suka sangat akan kami dan menyuap air kepada seluar dan kasut kami...kami berasa malu menolak suapan rumput-rumput tersebut...akibatnya, stockin saya basah sehingga air boleh diperah daripadanya...dalam khemah itu, kami pun mulalah cam-whore...dan terserlahlah sifat ke-gila-an kami...memang menarik sekali melakukan perkara gila-gila bersama rakan-rakan seperjuangan..

Sepatutnya, kami perlu berarak dari swan bells sehingga murray street...tapi cuaca yang sangat membabikan itu tidak membenarken...jadi, kita berarak 2 pusingan di padang yang tak besar tak kecil itu......dengan bendera malaysia di tangan kami, kami dengan penuh perasaan patriotik mengibar-kibarkan bendera tersebut dan menyahut merdeka ! merdeka !...

kami diselubungi atmosphera ke-malaysia-an yang amat di'rindui' kami....lagu melayu didendangkan...emcee bercakap dalam bahasa malaysia...dan acara itu seperti di malaysia bermula lewat entah berapa lama....

selepas perarakan, perut kami berbunyi seperti gong...dan masa untuk makan...tapi, kami diberitahu bahawa kami perlulah membeli voucher makanan bernilai $5....tiada barangan percuma.... kami pun cabut ke analetchumy untuk mengisi perut...malangnya, restoran itu tidak buka...

2 sabtu yang lepas pula, saya melawat satu taman bunga yang indah sekali di perth dengan cell group members saya....taman botanical Araluen...banyak bunya tulip yang sedang mem-blossom...ada warna ungu, kuning, merah etc......banyaklar gambar yang telah diambil...ada gambar lompat-lompat juga...agak out-dated bercerita pasal sesuatu yang telah berlaku 2 minggu yang lalu....jadi, tanpa bercakap panjang, biarlah gambar menjadi jurucerita...pictures can illustrate the whole thing better than words...

tulip-tulip ada di mana-mana

lompat-melompat dengan si bintang bertuah

dengan cell group members saya

dengan kawan-kawan saya yang secantik bunga berkembang...

saya harap saudara-saudari sekalian akan memaafkan bahasa melayu saya yang teruk sekali....seperti bahasa melayu pasar yang digunakan orang tua-tua...haha...

i just got an award...........

2007-09-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

went to araluen botanical park wif cell group members.....took lotsa pictures.....was hyperactive in taking jumping pictures......ate ice-cream without guilt......lalala~~~~~

will talk more about it when i am free of homework.......piles of stuff to do....and my 1 week break will end tomoro...TOMORO!!...TOMORO!!..........been goin out evryday during the precious break....3 birthday celebrations....wow~~~

showed lukman my pics taken in araluen....and dunno how and why and who and when etc....i showed him my pics ( and other INTEC gals as well ) when i first came to Perth.....

and among the ppl who have the most changes ( in terms of fats) , i AM IN THE TOP FOUR .....haha....shld i or shld i not feel lucky.....???!!!!~~~~sign of prosperity~~~~woo~~~~~~

* u can click on the pic to get a clearer view of the winners*....
champion---> Miss Shirley Yong aka Paris Yong Hilton
1st runner up----> confidential....haven seek the owner's permission
2nd runners up----> me aka dwarf hamster and miss Teo Yijia....

lemme show u the hidden *fats* of me...
*beware* this pic is oni intended for those who know me before and after i came here.........

*TADA*....i purposely put smaller....hehe....
try to spot the chubby hamster-pouch-like cheek.....well, mebbe i am turning into a hamster...muahaha...

solution----> exercise more often ( swiming, jogging, etc ).....but still eat...haha....eating is a pleasure...and we have to eat to survive....whee~~~~

LIFE is SO FAN

2007-08-27T12:09:00.000+08:00

*i shall repost this entry....since my beloved housemates wanna read it*

tada....presenting........
life is so fan...... by yee fang....
the reason-----> u have to make decision most of the time....and even after weighing the pros and cons, u are still indecisive....and there is no 3rd alternative....u are always burdened wif 2 choices

even when u are very adamant wif ur decison, peers' influence and persuasion can take control of u.....u will start to think twice....u will think of the outcomes of both choices...and ask urself....'will i regret my decision if i / if i do not.............

i plan to finish my assignment today....bt these thoughts keep on bugging me...so if i cant concentrate, i better put my pen down and chat wif frens instead.....

the following content is only for those who wont talk behind my back...
after reading it, some may say that i am desperate for a bf or whatsoever...and it is at ur discretion to think or say whatever u want...but i wanna reiterate that i am nt a desperado..and i have this LOVE THEORY whom evry1 thinks is weird....

was chatting wif Siaw Tze and i have a few conclusions abt myself...i am a weirdo...i am a stubborn person...and a practical person.....i will oni do sth if it is beneficial to me...if it brings comfort to me...or if it brings happiness to me..

this is evident in my love theory....i wont explain it in details as i am very sure that i will get shootings from evry1...

i am wild and so not-ladylike....in my hometown, i am closer to guys....most of my hometown frens are guys....and i always go yum-cha wif them till the crack of dawn....and i went out alone wif them....and i learn swimming from my guy frens....i have no sense of paiseh-ness...*conservative gals will think negatively of me* and i miss this night outings very much....gender difference isn a barrier for me...nothing wrong going out wif a bunch of 'crazy' ppl doin 'crazy' stuff....as i am one of them...haha.....'crazy'...

i will be tongue-tied when i am alone wif a guy ( no matter how close we are to each other)....
and i dun understand how one gal and one guy can talk, stare and chat wif each other for non-stop....unlike other girl who will feel paiseh going out one by one wif a guy, i wont feel paiseh bt i am more afraid that i will get bored......there is nothing much to talk to a single person..well, for lovers, YJ said that the 'love' atmosphere is sufficient...

when some1 asks me weter i like some1, my reply is...'so what' and 'wat am i supposed to do?'..and i will narrate my love theory....haha...and these answers will usually pissed them off...haha...i am so sorry....

and as a practical person, i rarely appraoch guys ( the not-so-close ones)..
( and evry sunday, i was super thick-skinned lor)....i wont have friendly chit-chat wif them...or pillow talk wif them via msn....cause there's nothing to talk....and ST said i shldn behave in such way....i shld show concern to them...nt temporary concern but constant concern...but wat if that guy feels annoyed wif me buggin around...if i am him, i will be pissed off..haha.....

i may be 19 years old nw and am a university student....but i am still small ...

today i am nt emo-ing.....just wanna unleash my thoughts by blogging....wll continue doing my assignment...
and i like last saturday's preaching in church......you should love urself...we are all masterpiece of God...we are God's distinct creation.....

and oh ya...candy's birthday party was superb...ate till very full....

UNIT 8 OUTING!!!!!

2007-08-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

venue : Perth City and Northbridge
Time: departed at 8.57am from Curtin University Bus Station and arrived home at approximately 3.30pm

this is the first ever outing for the ex-INTECIANS in Unit 8, Vickery House, Bentley....
clockwise from top left : Jia huei, Yijia, me and Siaw Tze

before the outing -->the purpose is to get raw materials for candy's birthday celebration on sunday night....STEAMBOAT.....*saliva drops*.....p/s..dun tell candy...and i am pretty sure she wont read my blog till tomolo....
NO shopping.....save $$$ and shop in MALAYSIA......
only WINDOW SHOPPING is allowed....

after the very fruitful and productive outing----> reached home feeling tired and spent $17.50 for shopping ( $12.50 for a pair of skinny jeans and $5 for a tee)......i admit i broke my resolution but supre is having this super great sale and it is GUILTY to enter and exit the shop empty-handed....there is a further 50% discount for the already 'price-mark-down' items....without much further ado, lemme present the shopaholic gang.....woot~~~~
the SHOPAHOLIC GANG in supre fitting room
ST bought 2 tees, JH bought 1 tee and YJ bought 1 tee and 1 skirt from supre...

lunch---> in a place called 'shanghai sth sth ' in NORTHBRIDGE.....
i ate oyako Don...( not bad...)...and this restaurant is the first one that i visited when i first came to Northbridge ( 7 months ago)..

Cold indulgence---> icy ice in WILLIAM STREET...
a must-eat for evry1.....the ice is like sweet snow flakes wif choc toppings etc....

the nice ice-kacang.....

this outing did achieve its mission...we were spoilt wif choices in EMMA's seafood.....bought one whole box of raw materials there...and each one of us get the privilege of being aunty/maid/as-sam/orang gaji....by carrying the big box....

the 3 'cute' musketeers---> ST, me and the Panda fish cake

super 'yen' aunty Yee Fang and aunty Yijia ---->look at YJ's face....

the mushroom gal----> dong gu mui..

slacked alot and will be slacking alot this holidays....no woot~~ for this
i am getting closer wif my cell group mates.....and having much fun wif them.....
anticipating for nx saturday's trip to ARALUEN PARK....

BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY, DO THEY ???

2007-08-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

NO, BIG GIRLS DUN CRY as proven in this song....
i am nt talking abt the love part of this song...
BUT i am STRESSING that no matter wat happens....BIG GIRLS DUN CRY....THEY will never cry....:):)

la,da,da,da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your hometown
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself in center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their
blanket
But I've gotta move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry,
Don't cry,
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown,full
grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they
And I for see the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their
blanket

But I've gotta move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like a little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my
valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'cause I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret
worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their
blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry,
Don't cry,
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da (more)

~`sien~

2007-08-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

i have human biol test this fri....about endocrine system....and i am sooooo sick of studying it.....not like i can remember everything...i just keep on forgetting abt diseases linked to hyposecretion/hypersecretion bla bla bla........ and we are actually memorising the name of the founder of those diseases- Hashimoto, Grave, Addison, Cushing etc.......i know they deserve to be remembered....but there are just too many names.......

and yesterday, i officially organised a club, 3-months-diet-plan club....
reason for the establishment of this club???!!! to promote good health and most importantly to slim us down by the time we go back to malaysia...

so far, there are oni 4 members including me.... ( Siaw Tze, Ling Weng, Shirley)
the most vigorous activity we have ever done is jogging (a few kilometres in waterford)- pls note that there wont be any actvy more vigourous than that....haha

membership is free and the rules and regulations are flexible...haha....

P/S- i do hope that i have enuff determination to achieve the mission of this club...hope that 'pembubaran' wont happen till dec....

RANDOM-NESS PREVAILS

2007-08-10T11:31:00.000+08:00

By YF LING

Bentley, Fri 10th August 2007- The feeling of random-ness had again prompted a 19-year old Curtin University student to do something different to her hair. 3 weeks ago, she cut her long hair short while 3 days ago, she dyed her hair reddish brown by using a DIY kit bought in Coles Karawara with the help of her 2 housemates. This dye-ing process which took about 1 hour was something new to her. Below are the steps taken by her:

sTEP 1: COVER UP URSELF WIF ANYTHING ....gaRBAGE BAGS WIF HOLE CAN BE USED OSO...:)

sTEP 2: COMB UR HAIR AND SPREAD THE DYE PARTS BY PARTS INTO UR HAIR....WEAR SAFETY GOGGLES IF U ARE WEARING LENS....

sTEP 3: WAIT FOR 30 MINUTES, WASH UR HAIR WIF CONDITIONER AND *tada*....U ARE READY TO ROCK THE WORLD WIF UR NEW HAIR COLOUR..

HER SUPER BRIGHT HAIR TAKEN UNDER THE SUN

She told the press that she didn expect her hair to be as bright as now. She was afraid that this hair dye-ing process wont work as she has very dark thick hair. As such, she bought the best hair dye available ( L’oreal Feria wif Colour Booster Technology) wif light colour tone.

She also illustrated the way she and YIJIA reacted upon seeing her new look.

YF : aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my hair is so bright…!!!!!!!
YIJIA, YIJIA, faster come out and see….!!!!

YIJIA : wait, wait….( this gal is making a fuss of her hair colour….it wont be that bright anyway )

YIJIA : ( walking out of her room and upon seeing YF) OMG, YF……ur hair is so bright !!!!!

When asked about the reason for this unexpected feat, she mentioned that she wanna try something new- something that she wont do in tasteless water and she is not angmoh-nised yet...

Undoubtedly, she received positive and negative remarks from her housemates and frens.
One of her frens said that she looks like a dumb blonde. Some lurve her new hair colour while some said that she looks like an ABC while some said that it’s just too bright. Most of her frens were shocked wif her changes as they thought she was the goodie goodie type...

In response to their remarks, she said that she won’t regret her decision and since there’s no turning back, she will carry her new hair wif confidence…..

Ever Wonder.........

2007-07-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

My uni starts tomolo and guess wat, the uni internet system is down and I cant access WebCT to print out notes for tomolo…..the present feeling of sleepiness makes me ponder about myself and the world I live in…..

Ever wonder why is there no answer for certain questions?
Ever wonder why u can’t make a simple decision for an uncomplicated matter?
Ever wonder why u cant trust your own decision?
Ever wonder why u need assurance from people surrounding u?
Ever wonder why u need companion and cant do things by urself?
Ever wonder why u feel so awkward in front of strangers even though you are blessed with a mouth to talk ?
Ever wonder why u cant make the first move?

Suddenly, I think of Fenny and my life…….
I am not the type who like to shoulder responsibility……
I am different from some ppl who are willing to work hard for wat they consider are their priorities………
Mebbe because I am a lazy fella……
Just like I study nt because of the interest in gaining knowledge…I study because I have too….

I am sometimes being labeled as one of the vickery-gals-doing-pharmacy-under-government-scholarship…
Undoubtedly, I always stick with the other 3 gals under the same label…and don enjoy the company of my current cell group members…
I had my first cell group last sem….and even though I was very quiet during cell group and am nt very close to each other like the other gals, I reli enjoy being wif them….
And this sem, I am split from some of them and have new cell-mates…
I rarely go out wif the new frens…even though some of them are friendly…
and wat fenny said to me this afternoon makes me feel guilty…
It’s my choice with whom I wanna mix bt I shld try to mix wif my own cell-mates…
to Fenny, you are a very nice gal….---- I know u wont read this post…bt still, I wanna say it here…

everything mentioned in the psychology test I had last year is after all true…
I am an anti-social and introvert and aggressive person, emo-ist, as well as a person with no feelings and low self confidence…I AM NOT NORMAL…..

HS was surprised when I told him that I cried watching one litre of tears……all this while, I am a feeling-less person …but, anyway, thanks to u for entertaining me when I felt sad after watching the drama…this drama reli touch me…thank the Almighty God for blessing me wif good health..

And I dun like the word ‘cute’….for me, ‘cute’ is an insult…..mebbe my definition of cute is different….

And I love to develop my own theory and hypothesis….
I always create my own hypothesis regarding studies…Xiu and Moli, right?
I oso create a love theory which is strongly opposed by Lynda and Yijia….

I am currently emo-ing for no reason……

uni is starting soon!!!

2007-07-23T13:47:00.000+08:00

time reli flies....my 5-weeks winter holiday gonna end soon..and currently,..(i am not greedy bt that's what all the international students will hope for)..i am waiting for the 3-months summer holidays.....i gonna balik kampung to meet my parents, frens and EAT !!!...and escape from the perth 40 sth celcius temperature....

went to sydney and melbourne for 2 weeks....holidaying there....( my first time travelling via aeroplane )...overall, nt bad lar...minus a few things....
got sick the last few days in sydney and couldn enjoy the bbq organised by Yee Hong....btw, to Yee Hong....u are a superb cook....i enjoyed evry dinner prepared by u...
Pics can be found in my friendster....i malas wanna upload the same pics here...and not-so-surprisingly, oni perth ppl are getting fatter...too 'xing fu'..dun have to walk much...i am getting fatter too...face is getting rounder and more berisi..have to DIET !!!!

me---> now and 2 years ago.....

Also, thanks to Jia huei's uncle for allowing us to stay in his place for the first 2 days..feel bad for sleeping on the first movie night...haha...bt i just couldn control myself..i didn understand the whole movie ( amelia pauline- cant remmber the correct spelling ) until you explain to us.....and thanks to my Monash buddies for planning so hard to welcome us...

just finished watching one litre tears ( a super touching japanese drama)...highly recommended to evry1.....i am reli grateful and thankful for haviing a healthy body..thank God for the countless blessings showered by Him...

this is quite a lame and boring post...i am running out of idea on wat to write...cant blame a 'ban tu er fei' fella like me...

Tagged and Stabbed Calvin !!

2007-06-20T23:41:00.001+08:00

oops...forgot that i am stabbed by Calvin 1.5 weeks ago....haha...lala...~~~~~since i am so sien nw....i will complete it...

5 things found in your bag ( school bag )
1. Unused serviette
2. Umbrella
3. pencil case
4. Water bottle
5. handphone

5 things found inside your purse/wallet
1. Smart rider
2. rubbish ( paper)
3. Bankcard
4. Money??
5. Student ID

5 favourite things in my room
1. Food - maggi mee, Biscuit, cereal
2. Quilt and bed
3. Laptop
4. Clock
5. My cute slippers

5 things you're currently into
1. looking for some activities to release boredom
2. planning for winter holidays
3. refreshing friendster and blog over and over again
4. writing blog
5. Listening to songs to release boredom..

5 people you would tag
dunno leh.......dunno who to tag...

after exam......

2007-06-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

i am officially free today.....after 3.5 months or studying, i hereby declare that my first year first sem of bachelor of pharmacy is over.....OVER....( pray that i can pass evry papers...)....and i gonna enjoy for 5 weeks....yahoo..!!!

but i am super duper bored nw...during exam, the urge to msn-ing is at the peak...bt after exam surprisingly , less ppl online...and most importantly i feel BORED and NOT SLEEPY and will do sth LAME..

uni exam versus PMR/SPM exam
UNI EXAM

1. Restudying isn required as we are examined evry week during labs and
on stuff learned evry sem.

2. duration- 3.5 months per sem

3. Time management
1st and 2nd month- relaxing and msn-ing period
3rd month - killer week ( deadlines for assignments)
last 2 weeks- mugging period (exams)

4. agonising period- last 1.5 months esp the last 2 weeks
-lotsa stuff to be learnt(more than half a year syllabus in schoool)..intense mugging required which leads to supersaturated brain,pimples and craziness

5. Outcome
last minute study + lack of exercise
----> High Distinction is out-of-reach
----> Pass is our hopes

SPM/PMR EXAM

1.Intense restudying is required as the final exam comprises of 2 to 3
years of syllabus.

2. Duration- 2to 3 years depending on the exam

3. Time management
basically,time is spent for doing tonnes of revisions and restudying
the same thing for mid-year, end of the year and final....

4. agonising period - when exams are around the corner-
imagine the agony of mugging whole 2 or 3 years of syllabus for every exam

5.Outcome
constant restudying,remugging, revision-ing from tonnes of
revision books ( sasbadi, Longman Preston etc ) and teachers
-----> fight to get A

please cast your vote...hehe....uni exam versus SPM/PMR....hope that i didn miss out any interesting point for this comparison...

EEEEXXXXAAAAMMMMSSSSS!!!!!

2007-06-14T21:16:00.001+08:00

4 down.....2 more to go...
feel relief i dun have to think about chemistry , pharmaceutics and human biol- especially the last 2 which require non-stop mugging or to be more exact 'sa bei' in chinese...

human biol was the 'easiest' exam that i've ever had in my life...after spending days and nights mugging (sa bei-ing) about muscles, bones, brains, etc...the questions were too 'easy' and 'so-not-confusing' that i was able to 'shoot' HALF of the paper...see how 'smart and clever' i was..everything i learned was deeply 'engraved' in my brain that i could get the answers without thinking....i even had time to 'count' the number of questions that i 'happily shot' and calculated weter i can pass wif 'flying colours'....

pharmaceutics is oso about mugging....mugging the Australian's pharmaceutical standard, dosage forms etc.....and i crapped alot this exam instead of writing necessary thing...

and nx week, i'll have 2 more bio exams...namely epi and biostats and pharm biol...evrything is about memorising...and guess wat....the revision book for pharm biol is http://www.answers.com ( nt credible bt useful )

well, that's uni exam...instead of aiming for an 'Aeroplane' to soar high.....we ( mebbe nt we, but I )aim to pass with 'landing colours'....and 'flying colours' is a blessing......

week full of assignments is over....

2007-05-28T17:18:00.000+08:00

Last week was super hectic for me…..i had human biol test, pharmaceutics test, and 3 presentations, 1 chem quiz and 1 poster…….even though I got oni ok-ok marks for my presentation, I am very happy and satisfied wif them (have to ‘ukur baju di badan sendiri’)…..haha…..JH and I even went shopping to celebrate the end of our group presentation…..last week, this was wat appeared in my msn list……evry1 was either buzy or away…( only Curtin’s pharmacy students will understand )…

ST isn here right now…she had gone back to Malaysia for one week for her sister’s wedding…suddenly I realize that I miss her even though it’s only for 1 week…we have experienced joy and pain together for about 5 months --- > complaining to each other, having shopping spree, teasing each other, arguing wif each other etc……
I wonder how I will feel when it’s four years later ( nope…3.5 years) and I have to leave Perth , my housemates and frens….*sad*…..every moments here will soon to be history…oni memories remain….. (I am not emo-ing now…I am just too wu liao till I start to think of the future)….

Anyway, ST and I went to library last Saturday to do the chem poster without checking the opening hours of the library….i even did sth ‘doink’ by standing in front of the door for it to open and looking up wondering why it’s still closed…haha…… after that, we went to take pics near Elizabeth Jolley lecture hall …the leaves are falling and they are golden in colour…autumn-in-my-heart ambience…like the typical Korean drama scene……wow….. *one day i shld go to Korea to experience winter and autumn*…

And this week is the last week of uni for curtin’s students..(for the 1st sem oni)..i will have my last pharmaceutics’ tute tmr……and I realize that Scott is not bad overall.….i take back all the negative stuff that I said about him during the 1st and 2nd week of uni……so to every1…enjoy urself to the fullest and pay attention during lecture (must listen to Mr. Santa Claus and Andrew [remember yijia] even though the latter is very cheong-hei)…..

2007-05-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

just came back from uni...and i am bored.....nothing happened for the past 1 week....it's a dull week of studying...

after chatting wif my hometown frens just nw, i realise that i am so out-dated....there were so many happenings in AT and i knew none of it...sad sad...and i even have nothing to chat wif them beside kbc-ing on the latest gossips involving my AT's frens...all of them will have gathering this June, even HC ( who 's nw in korea) will be back in AT...there will be crazy super late 'mamak' outing and fun activities that i am going to miss out...most importantly is my bro's convocation this august...i wont be standing beside him taking pics or putting on the graduation robe on myself...and i wont be inside the family photo...

as we stay apart from each other, the relationship btwn each other will oso start to strain...even when we meet each other, the oni thing that we will do is reminiscing about the past...laughing non-stop about the funny incidences that we had together...and criticising teachers...haha..( nothing better to do )...and oso there will be the same questions asked to each other --> how's life?? , pakto dy?, etc.....

and perth is getting colder and colder....last night was 5 celcius..*shiver*...and i've changed my quilt....made of duck feather....can sleep well evry night....

and oh unit 8 vickery house rocks...haha...we even have our own dictionary..haha...
1. put dishwashing liquid = ca yao
2. westernised = angmoh-nised
3. use of flowery phrases = berpoem-poeman
4. freezer = lou shang

cant remeber dy...but they're funny...pls tell me if i miss out some..hehe